ideas just don't pop up

2009-11-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

moved.

here

see you there :)

i will be deleting this blog . take note take note .

tersentap seketika

2009-11-23T00:46:00.004+08:00

i was listening to music through headphones suddenly a message from an unknown number was received .

KEPUTUSAN KOLEJ DAH KELUAR .. KENA PRINT SLIP 2 UNTUK DIBAWA WAKTU PENDAFTARAN KOLEJ . TOLONG BAGITAHU KAWAN2 YANG LAIN . TQ .

skema semacam je kan ? college management kot :P

so i went on the student portal , heart racing because i wasn't entirely an angel for the first semester *BARU NAK MENGAKU tiba tiba hati ku tersentap .

HARAP MAAF . PERMOHONAN KOLEJ ANDA SEDANG DIPROSES

nak kenakan orang ke ni . dah tahu i pergi double date esok cis saja nak ruin mood -____-"

oh so not my type

2009-11-22T22:53:00.002+08:00

600th post !

malas nak update blog yang dah lama . nak tukar url seh . let me think of something nice and catchy then i'll change aite ? ;)

pictures from the camera have not been uploaded yet so i'll post later *or curi from tira's blog heehee

went to IKEA . supposedly getting a second helping of meatballs but alas , daddy wants to be home before isyak :((

oh and yahoo messenger got latest version where you can video call ! isn't it awesome to be able to see your boyfriend's room without physically being there ? :D

almost an hour and a half talking about practically nothing and watch one crosses the room and jump on his sleeping brother while the other drinks milk like a kid :9

2009-11-22T00:03:00.002+08:00

my body aches like i've just been through a marathon .

my nose can't smell anything for the past few days .

kak diyana and abang izan's icing is too sweet .

i screamed too loud a few hours back . excited ? no , sugar overdosed .

iqhwan changed his number . tsk .

i've been to PD since thursday , and just got back .
i also went to the beach :D
a lot of laughs but it ended just as soon as it started . my family sangat lah meriah lagi kecoh but that's the fun part :) felt like karaoke-ing but all the songs are 90s -_____-"

pakcik makcik ku marah sebab meletak ubat merata rata *dengan harapan tidak dijumpai sebab taknak makan ubat sebab tak berkesan ! , tak rehatkan badan dah tahu badan kurang sihat dan makan ubat banyak banyak tapi tak baik baik juga .

oh yeah , berbanggalah wahai athirah kerana dapat menambat hati makcik ku , tapi TIDAK ADIL! . lubang jarum tu kecil -_____-"

time time suara ku seksi , tiada yang menelefon . cis .

will post up pictures soon . terlalu penat .

*ceyt padahal tengah ym dengan boyfriend kaki panjang haha

2009-11-20T13:28:00.001+08:00

oh yeah ;

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RINAA ~!

you haven't changed much from how you write in your blog .

hope to see you again someday :)

ooh la la

2009-11-20T13:12:00.003+08:00

currently onlining from abang rahim's desktop . we just finished decorating the bride and groom's bed and all the necessary stuff . all left is the bunga manggar , three more hantaran , and muffins .

pity abang zizan though . kak diyana got her period today :P

tomorrow they'll be official . it's nerve wrecking i swear . i ate my medicine and did the decorating with my aunt so the drowsiness didn't effect me until now since everybody is relaxing after putting 1000+ boiled eggs into the tempat telor thingy .

it's nice to be here , but sometimes it gets too noisy . sigh .

this cheers me up somehow ;)

carrot and chicken chop

2009-11-18T23:22:00.003+08:00

celebrated mummy and daddy's anniversary at Big Food TTDI . yummy , unfortunately couldn't take pictures because the camera has dead battery -____-"

sick with flu and coughing . my eyes are fighting the drowsiness due to the medicine i took . grgh ini tira punya pasal lah . baca blog dia terus kena jangkit demam HAHA

am going back to PD tomorrow for kak diyana's wedding . they say the preparations are done . balik awal nak tolong . sigh .

boyfriend kaki panjang pun demam HAHA . tapi malas nak makan ubat . cis . suruh orang makan ubat pula tu .

sexy back ? ew , i know :P

freak

2009-11-18T01:12:00.003+08:00

before you say ANYTHING jwa , may i remind you i looked for their lyrics first before i fell in love with them .

despite their confusion with choosing the right hair color , their songs isn't that bad . i mean , i like one song je kot :P and sangat lah sweet . i hope there's a guy out there still willing to wait for the girl he loves to return , not the other way around .

i geram dengan mamat yang tengah minum tu hah tak ingat orang langsung tsk -___-"

P/S; i forgot to tell ; my blue skinnies can be found at F21 ! sebiji gila terkejut bila tengok tergelak sorang sorang haha

oopsies

2009-11-17T22:07:00.002+08:00

hang out at old town today . met megat's new boo . comel gila mereka berdua , i approve mhahaha xD

daddy's new car arrived today . agak sayu hati nak lepaskan mercedes daddy tu . sigh :((

oh and i watched transformers 2 . agak lambat but it was AWESOME :)

nak tengok 2012 . people say it sucks because it's the end of the world but human survived . now how is that being possible eh ?

2009-11-17T00:01:00.002+08:00

oh yeah ;

i love you

and i probably will be heading to fiera's restaurant tomorrow for God knows what . heh .

xx
i just hope he isn't there :*

tokyo g

2009-11-16T19:25:00.003+08:00

i went to sunway today with peng the smartass :D took a trip to the photobooth so try to spot us . we put a picture up in the wall of fame mhahaha :P

and window shopping kills . heh . and i just realised that charles and keith isn't THAT expensive . boleh tahan lah when it's 50% off ! and cotton on has the nicest flats :S

i will bring my RHB ATM card next time :D

macam terasa seh

2009-11-16T09:28:00.001+08:00

SUNWAY GERAK MARI :P

check it out

2009-11-15T13:14:00.004+08:00

Cinema Bizarre - Escape to the Stars
The Fray - Never Say Never
2PM - Heartbeat
SHINee - Ring Ding Dong
Taeyang - Wedding Dress
SS501 - Love like This
Brown Eyed Girls - Sign
Super Junior M - Blue Tomorrow
F.T. Island - i Hope

abang didie told me to watch taeyang . for those who likes usher's music , check him out . abang didie calls him the usher of the orient . heh .

and yes , i am slowly getting addicted to F.T. Island . HAPPY NOW JWA :P

2009-11-15T01:01:00.002+08:00

oh yeah ;

i want to watch a cliche chick flick with soapy endings . does that make sense to you ?

NOT BEING CRANKY ;

just plain tired of people who wants their life to be easier by making other people's life miserable . dah tahu tak reti nak buat , panggil lah pro . ni panggil orang yang ambil diploma perakaunan -__________-"

okay , maybe slightly cranky . heh

someone take me away ; let's escape to the stars ;)

2009-11-15T00:46:00.002+08:00

do you know what it feels like not being able to wear a size 25 anymore ?

do you know how it feels like when people react negatively to that fact alone ?

what do you know ; i've been skinny all my life , so skinny that at one point my best friend told me recently that i was like a skeleton . i eat alot to avoid people saying my mother hasn't feed me well , i eat alot when i am stressed , i also eat alot because mum is a great cook .

but when i can't fit in my jeans , even though i am still underweight , they say i should stop eating too much .

i am healthy , slightly underweight , slightly chubbier than i was before , not being able to get into a size 25 skinnies . do you think you know me ?

2009-11-15T00:09:00.002+08:00

myspace photos of mine has nice lighting ; so nice that it hides my flaws .

i do not want to repeat that event again . sorry

hugs are better than kisses

2009-11-14T15:40:00.002+08:00

i like it when i am happy . i wished that everything just stops right there ; i wished that my mom didn't call to tell me to go home pronto . i wished jwa's dad wouldn't call telling her to come home . i wished that everyday is a holiday so that i can just stretch and relax . i wished that my time with zaki isn't cut short with awkwardness after receiving a certain someone's message . i wished that it'll rain all afternoon so that we can't go out of the mall and had no choice but to take a longer time there .

oh yeah , i also wished that iqhwan would stop being gay with megat . teehee .

but then it'll be like saying to God to stop whatever He's doing and it'll be the end of the world , no ?

and abdul rahim akram . sorry i can't go to your sister's wedding . i can't drive and i don't have zahidah with me to accompany . it was nice to know that you invited me . but hey , you have like ten siblings , maybe your other sister's wedding perhaps ? :)

and iqbal , sorry i didn't go to your sister's wedding . i didn't know where it is held ; don't blame me :D

and iqhwan and megat , i bangun lambat :D hope riaz enjoys his first time in OU -___-"

er , tu je kot . heh

WISHING THAT I WAS STUDYING CLOSER TO HOME AND CIVILISATION
xx

needs attention

2009-11-14T03:31:00.002+08:00

i advice people to have courage in doing something bold and brave because even if they'll later regret doing it , it's better than living the rest of your life thinking "oh how i wish i have the balls to do that"

so now it's time for me to heed my own advice . i'll aim to do or wear something in a day of a week and try to successfully do it . JUST DO IT or so says the Nike campaign haha .

oh yeah , i run out of ideas a lot since i don't usually put it on paper when it comes so any ideas from those-who-reads-this is much appreciated ;)

if you do so , stay tuned ~ who knows i'll be doing it x)

tempting isn't it ?

2009-11-13T16:18:00.002+08:00

off to take a shower xD

just like a star in the sky

2009-11-13T14:58:00.002+08:00

letting things out . shut up and read :)

2PM's Heartbeat was awesome but without Jaebum it is sort of empty . and somehow i can't imagine the song is dedicated to anyone besides him :')

oh yeah ; why was their hair like that macam pelik je

Super Junior's cancelling their concert in Malaysia has caused havoc *in jwa's life* and i may sound like i don't really care , but i do , and SS501 couldn't really make up for my disappointment .

oh well , SS501 pun bolehlah :P

ten year olds doing birthday parties at Red Box , The Curve . how time changes on how to celebrate a kid's birthday eh ?

dbsk's rumor about disbanding made me cry . RUMOR sahaja okay . can't you guys just get along i mean six years of friendship man -____-"

new moon is around the corner . jwa booked me for new moon , but i really feel like watching it with a guy . apparently , no guy in my phonebook is single or free . heh .

the baju kurung for kak diyana's wedding is finished and it was as i imagined it to be like so i've decided to do all my baju kurung there in the future , provided that i don't get buncit because boleh nampak mhahaha

i met a myspace friend that other day and i've just realised it today because he added me in facebook too . heh .

and my ex-boyfriend is asking whether i'm free for his sister's wedding this saturday . i thought he was sending it to all his friends because i was already asleep when he messaged , but he asked again yesterday so i replied . heh .

P/S: i have a zit on my nose and it's the first thing iqhwan noticed when we hung out at subang the other day . sad , isn't it ? -_____-"

2009-11-13T14:51:00.001+08:00

i warned him ; i really did .

but i gave up :D

sudahlah sayang

2009-11-12T21:11:00.003+08:00

it's easy to please kan zaki ? :P

i went out with zaki this afternoon . mind you he got fat . so he heed my advice mhaha >:) someone even thought he was his brother . yes , that's how hot he got heh .

EW I CAN'T BELIEVE I SAID THAT

his birthday present for me ; the whole afternoon of takoyaki , starbucks , and gossips :)

mhahaha xD

talk about great timing in pausing eh ? :P

all the single ladies

2009-11-12T01:28:00.002+08:00

i've always been a fan of him since the first time i heard him sing .

and all malaysian who loves final fantasy , have you noticed that some commercials have the battle theme song ? recently i've heard one from final fantasy VIII and because it was my first final fantasy that i played , i remembered it too well . so yeah ; stop doing that .

nobuo uematsu is a genius in his field and he recreates the same theme from a different perspective based on which time is that certain final fantasy world is in . do not take a genius's work of art that is famous all over the world . jangan sampai dia saman kerajaan malaysia sebab yang buat iklan tu jabatan filem malaysia . jeng jeng jeng .

got milk ?

2009-11-12T01:15:00.002+08:00

i was reading rina's blog and i remembered to put up pictures taken using the webcam . on the last night befoe my final paper we did take pictures and videos of us goofing around but zaza didn't put it my laptop -_____-"

take note that the door of my room is always open unless we're asleep and not in the room . and that sign at the door ? i made it :D

maraina the creative future graphic designer and the ever awesome future fashion designer mama ! :D

iqhwan had a dream that i dumped him for changmin . now who on her right mind would even think i wouldn't do that ? >:)

yes that's changmin on my locker xB yes , my locker is that small

mama and ketua aras kami yang menjaga kami seperti mak jaga anak mhahaha

really , you boleh sakit perut sebab gelak banyak sangat tengok telatah mereka .

yes , these are the yahoos i left in perak :(

thus swine flu strikes korean celebrities one by one

2009-11-12T00:42:00.003+08:00

oh yeah . i want to get into the expert level of guitar hero . maybe i should give up on buying a new phone and get myself a guitar ?

and i was hanging out with iqhwan megat zainol riaz and some other guys at subang and megat popped this up during the walk to the mamak restaurant .

"hai acha . iqhwan bukan irwansyah lah ;"

okay tell me since i've seen the reflection of myself everyday and not even a slightest bit of resemblance that i could see between me and her .

and riaz is like a shisha addict . it's funny to see them smoke shisha because they make it funny :P

and do not , i repeat , DO NOT go into a car if megat's driving . if you do , put your seatbelt on . and i'm addicted to irwansyah's camelia even if the lyrics says he's an ass . heh . sakit hati seyh . and yes , you can ask me about my past relationship ; i won't drop to my knees and cry or give you my fist . i don't bite either ;)

yes , nas tahu korang nak tanya nampak sangat kot . tanya jelah . sakit pun sakit tapi alah bisa tegal biasa ceyt ceyt :P

NUHA YOU KENA COMMENT I RINDU SEYHH COMMENT JE PAPE MACAM YOU TAK BACA DAH BLOG I SEDIH GILA

lol gila desperate mentang mentang blogreaders dah hilang seorang -____-"

i'm not so creative after all ; perasan perasan

2009-11-11T14:23:00.003+08:00

MUST DO DURING SEMESTER BREAK

1. new moon !
2. outing with peng and fiera *wajib!*
3. driving license *wajib!
4. pantai mari :D
5. lepak with perak mates
6. catch some sleep waking up till five is not me
7. SUSHI GROOVE :9
8. do something about my skin -____-"
9. present collecting mhahaha
10. munch munch :B

oh yeah . i'm trying to cut down on my clothes for next semester . banyak sangat beg bawa balik hari tu sampai kereta daddy penuh -_____-"

p/s; i'm not cheating on changmin . this is his dongsaeng so it doesn't count :P

2009-11-10T18:47:00.000+08:00

my favorite scent . definitely not regretting buying it :)

trouble is a friend

2009-11-10T17:43:00.002+08:00

i'm home~

and wanting to cook spaghetti carbonara . now where can i find cream -____-"

sentimental moment when leaving those crazy yahoos . yesterday after finishing my final paper *yang super susah sebab ramai lupa macam mana nak cari area of parallelogram because tak masuk syllabus pun we said our goodbyes and i walked back alone for awhile because i was calling mummy to blab about how hard it is and that the telephone bill is unimaginably unimaginable -______-"

after a really NICE walk back to the block , i talked with jwa on the phone and bought hotdog :D

with a can of pepsi , i did something unbelievable ; i strolled around the campus MHAHAHA bangga :D it was a cool evening , just after a downpour so what a walk do any harm . frisbee throwing is actually a sport *angguk angguk

ooh and daddy bought a new car ! plate number ? 1991 give you any ideas ? ;)

nik , jom ambil lesen haha

purple highlights and an aigoo smile

2009-11-08T03:32:00.004+08:00

it hadn't occurred to me how big this event is and the impact it has on my maternal family since it's the first event ever and also the first since our losses last year .

MY COUSIN IS GETTING MARRIED!!

this is big man i even had my baju kurung sent to the boutique and what not *the other reason is that mummy said the fabric was bought by daddy from dubai so would be a waste if it were to be ruined heh*

OHMIGOD SHE IS GETTING MARRIED!!

lol macam dia je yang nak kahwin . sue me , it just hit me that the whole family is eager for this day to come . and to think we'll probably go to terengganu for the groom side ?! HELLO BEACH !! -______-"

okay . nasquin . FOCUS . calculus , integration , mark-up mark-down , annuity .

phew ;)

oh yeah , i did my pre-registration course for next semester . i'll be introduced to microeconomics , statistics and business -______-"

now i find regret for AIS130 . nak belajar computer lagi :(

and they called me butterfly ♥♥♥
the guy with the purple highlights is mine

oh and F.T. Island's voice rings in my head occasionally . heh . i hope you're happy jwa -_____-"

P/S; i'll be waiting for my hwangjangnim . oh and i'll be collecting my birthday presents >:) jwa got me something DBSK-related , so she says . eep tak sabar !

P/S/S; i'm not happy because i am starving .

REALLY . I AM STARVING AND I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO GET BY WITH NESTUM MILO AND MAGGI .

teddy bear couples and vintage dresses

2009-11-08T00:55:00.003+08:00

at the moment watching episodes of princess hours . watched sydney white TWICE . gila awesome oke :D

i can't wait to go home but i don't like the fact that i'll be bored at home ; eagerly waiting for results too , knowing that i sucked . heh .

from left; CALVIN KLEIN Eternity For Men , LANCOME Miracle So Magic! , PARIS HILTON Heiress , ESCADA Pacific Paradise

and get this ; it's for RM25 a bottle . these perfumes are confiscated by the KASTAM and since it is end of the year , they had to close the accounts and let these go :D

i don't usually wear perfume because i am sensitive to strong smell so i didn't really bother . but i couldn't resist :B

ah i told myself to save up but i ended spending more than i should . sigh . oh well , mummy and daddy's anniversary is coming up so it is nice to get them a perfume even if it is cheap .

ah i love bargains :D

i'll be letting my hair grow long . so sorry mr. barber i won't be seeing you in a long time :P

got to study for MAT126 paper on monday . grgh watching princess hours makes me want to be betrothed to one with one of royal blood . i know , DREAM ON ! xD

the entry about G.U.Y

2009-11-07T13:10:00.007+08:00

my eyesight sucks . no really , if i take off my glasses , i wouldn't see the hundreds of tiny bugs in front of me in the bathroom . eh bukan terkejut i tengah syok mandi , dah pakai towel segala pakai spec tengok banyak je insect tsk tsk .

okay back to the real purpose of doing this post . i think i like someone . LOL . he isn't someone i'd like to say i'm close with , because all i know is his name , which block he is in *not a stalker , coincidentally the mates are close with him* and he's friends with a crazed super junior fan two doors down from me .

i didn't tell this to anyone , but when i greeted my mate that one time while they were eating together , he smiled and waved , even asked me to join them :)

i like to get to know him better ; that's all .

i tried telling you , wawa but i forgot everytime :B

ooh ohh something caught my eyes yesterday in facebook :D

"If you had to write a personal ad for Nurul Nasquin Nazawawe, what would you write?"
I answered ''HOT MAMAH. LOVES SHOPPING. BODY TO DIE FOR. LOVES HANGING OUT AND CHILLING W BUDDIES. LOOKING FOR CUTE DISHY GUYS WITH BRAINS AND MUCHO ARTISTIC TALENT. PREFERABLY KOREAN AND RICH. ''

oh how she knows me :P

P/S; sebenarnya berat hatiku untuk meninggalkan rakan rakan aras kerana tak sama next semester . sigh sigh sigh .

ngeh

2009-11-06T16:17:00.002+08:00

i am at petronas bandar universiti , seri iskandar .

they have high speed wi-fi ! :D

coming home in less than four days . macam mana lah nak belajar macam ni tsk tsk

mr postman woke me up today

2009-11-04T09:31:00.005+08:00

the bag arrived in the hands of a really , really pissed postman who waited for an hour . so help me mr. postman , i live in an apartment , just woke up and three , four hours away from home . yes i lied that i was at home , but what was i supposed to do , you fregging woke me up .

but truly , i am sorry that i got you sending mails later than you should -____-"

tak sedap hati pula nak belajar . tsk .

i told you so

2009-11-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

i told you . no matter how hard i work on it , it would give me almost the same result as not working on it at all .

dengan confident ku melangkah masuk dewan peperiksaan , dengan senyuman ku melangkah keluar .

LOL bermakna tak boleh buat lah tu :B

okay boleh lah jawab just tak confident jawapan tu betul atau tak . roommate has since been calling me 'budak dekan' because i've been studying from the moment i wake up till just before going to bed . of course there's break to bathe and eat and whatnot , i'm not peng :P

can you believe that i'll be here for one more week before six weeks of driving lessons , outings and of course , 24hours hanging on to mr. internet ? tell me what can me more awesome than that ?

oh and the seven of us kekwarians are planning on a trip to the lost world of tambun after the holidays before the classes start . something to look forward to , don't you think so ? ;)

didn't get a chance to say this but , chihuahua , if you're happy and you know it and you really want to show it , JUST FREGGING SHOW IT . i didn't know nur najwa nasir khan to be the type to give a damn about what others say kaan ? :P

P/S: i dah kurang melayan myspace . gemar lepak di facebook sebab lagi bermakna mahaha .

2009-11-01T14:40:00.003+08:00

hello people :)

two papers finished ! two papers not confident to score too :P

three more and i'm free ! :D

currently making notes for my agama paper this tuesday . how tiem flies eyhh ?

off the hook ... not

2009-10-29T00:14:00.004+08:00

hello ;

meet my new nails . awesome black :D

i finished my english paper this morning and i have got to say it was sort of difficult and that's a lot coming from me :D

it's that time of year again people ! yes yes yes ; sesi "TERJAH KEHIDUPAN NASQUIN DI UiTM" ! finals is here so how is our little princess in perak ?

*TERJAH TERJAH*

it is awkward for one to take pictures in the library :O

ha ni camwhore :D

kalau RS tahu kami bawa pulang durian habis tak dapat bilik terus next semester -____-"

pesta durian ! 3 biji RM5 sahaja~!

onjie (short for orange) sleeping on a senior's shoe rack . baad onjie ! :P

recipe untuk buat milo bar ;
1. beli milo 3-in-1 di giant , tesco atau sakan *mhahaha
2. cucuk berulang kali untuk membuat lubang kecil
3. letak bawah kain batik dan seterika sampai rasa kukuh
4. MAKAN

ending this post with a bow and a wish to all students who are taking their examinations .

GOOOOOOOD LUCK :D

2009-10-25T12:09:00.000+08:00

lol tira :P

whatever i want

2009-10-25T03:24:00.003+08:00

my name is nasquin . i am cheerful almost all the time that people think i don't have a broken heart . some call it hypocrisy ; i call it secretive . i cry in the showers so that no one knows except God . i am not scared to touch a snake , but i'll run till i am out of breath when i see a glimpse of a clown . i used to think carrot juice are gross but it is my favorite drink at the moment . i thought i could eat anything because i love food but i feel like throwing up when i eat sushi . i like fashion but i don't follow current trends . i look like a nerd with or without glasses because inside i am a nerd . i look like one who loves shopping but i'd rather stay home with my playstation and final fantasies . i like quirky weird accessories but i do not dare to wear it in public . people tease me alot on how i look and i just smile when inside i thought of suicide for being too ugly . i like bright colors to hide my emo-ish self . i tried killing my sister because everybody said she was pretty . i hate gorgeous talented people because i know i will never get a chance in that department . i like to smile because i frown most of the time unconsciously . have celebrity crushes because nobody wants me in real life . i look down when i walk because i hate it when people see my ugly face . i don't do sissys who think they could get away with everything by being extreme babies but i always fall for their trick . i might have fallen for someone but it's too late now . people say i have the confidence to do anything but the one thing i can't do is face my mortal enemy ; myself . i never told this to anyone but occasionally my heart hurts . sometimes i have difficulty in breathing and unable to use my hands .

might be an emotional post but what a relief :)

here's a tip ; if there's a million things you can't do or have , then there's a million things God has given you that they can't do or have . God is forgiving and fair ; always remember that :)

P/S: i love you too

2009-10-25T02:06:00.001+08:00

i just found out . awww ♥♥

terharu sehh ;')

have you seen chance crawford in the covenant ?

2009-10-25T00:12:00.005+08:00

hello ! :)

obviously studying is not an option when laptop is on and broadband is connected .

BUT i promise i'll study . not being overconfident but i think i can handle BEL120 since it's english and hello a TESL reject here :P

bukti yang i belajar okeh

as usual during weekends the campus is almost as empty as a deserted island ; LITERALLY . what's more , alot of people went home this week before facing a month long of final papers . art&design students finishing up their final project is fun to watch , probably not fun doing :P sorry maraina and mama sayang ,

i drew something today out of boredom ! and as always , TAK SIAAPP :D

i went to Bandar U today and ate chicken chop . it is salty to a stage where we bought another glass of water to swallow it all down .

*customer lapar tak puas hati

with the roomiee

i want to stop here but nanti macam tergantung . heh .

oh , i made a new record today ! i woke up at 12.12PM exactly :D not something to be proud of but oh well ;)

oh and by the way , i'll be away from 17th November till Godknowswhen to Port Dickson to help out with Kak Diyana's wedding . so those who will be spending their holidays there , give me a call aite ? i'll be forcing naim to be my driver >:)

unless he goes out dating T___T

*ew ew he coupled with her ? ew ew ew i'm going to have nightmares tonight

2009-10-23T01:58:00.006+08:00

it is approximately 2:03AM and i realize that caffeine DO NOT wake me up from drowsiness ; i am supposed to study for tomorrow's FAR100 test but i couldn't help but to watch jwa's video dedications for my birthday . stupid youtube downloader tak boleh nak download :(

mama and aina are doing their final projects on sculpting and i played around with extra polysterene they cut off . 'TWAS FUN :D

i even unconciously making a graffiti name out of sculpting ; maybe i should take arts and design ; even they were impressed with my sculptors mhahah -_____-"

i don't want to be addicted to nescafe so i'll finish this one up and head to bed . it's not like i'm studying anyway i mean pft i'm writing this :P

for the record ; three more humans wished me happy birthday . how happy :)

NOW IF ONLY YOU COULD DOWNLOAD THAT VIDEO WHERE CHANGMIN IS FREGGING ADORABLE >:(

damn my head is spinning ; must be the caffeine . probably won't drink one anymore ; unless it's that secret recipe cake that zaki likes to buy for me cause it's my favorite but i never seem to remember what its name . and and if there's chocolate or caramel in it . remember peng ? :P

P/S: since i'll be home on the tenth which is a tuesday , let's meet up ; girl's outing with fiera sekaligus celebrate birthday nak ? OU OU dah lama siot tak pergi last time i went was with you and ifran SEE HOW LONG I TAK PERGI .

P/SS: i MAYBE lying when i said that was the last time but then i couldn't ... oh i just remembered . heh . dengan fierot and AXB and naquib and megat and all . okay tu pun dah nak setahun kot ! since twilight was in cinemas ; HAH HAMBEK KAU .

peng you're driving :P

xx
the girl who waits patiently for her acidwash skinnies and vintage leather bag xD

sigh

2009-10-22T00:34:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
to me :D

and i'll be writing everybody's name who wished me today :)

BIRTHDAY WISHERS*hehe nak juga*

chihuahua.shahril.lalaa.mizah.mummy♥.farah.effa.syafiq.naziera.daddy.bibie.peng.kae.hannah.kakniessa.eleena.gkfazree.megat.kakeena.jihan.aasiah.fatin.fazeaty.iqhwan.usuyati.kakdheeya.udanormah.sha.kaklela.epul.asyuk.syaza.yu.tira.

ikut urutan baca :D

as always ; jwa wished first , except last years , her ex wished first for some reason eheh .

MOST BORING BIRTHDAY EVER NAK KUTIP HADIAH PEDULI APA :D

love belgh

2009-10-19T22:29:00.002+08:00

FYI: this is just something that pops in my head ; a short story you might say . so you can just scroll down if you wish to read my normal posts thank you . and by the way , whenever i write a sick twisted bleghing love story , that means there's something wrong with mine :) okay i lied , i watched PS I Love You and Made of Honor on HBO and StarMovies SIMULTANEOUSLY . the reason why i'm getting a headache now :s

it's not everyday that you come across a girl and realized that she's perfect for you . you never thought that the girl who walked past you in the hallway everyday at the same time would be , how girls would say , the 'one' for you . i have never really see her ; she was there but i never noticed , in short , she was invisible .

but on that day , our fate intertwined . stuck in a root , my daily routine would be getting up late , go to school , hang at the mall , have dinner then hop onto bed and it's been playing on repeat for the past decade . that day , i woke up just slightly five minutes later than usual , arrived at school five minutes later than usual ; everything went right , if you see it in a different point of view .

that's when i bumped into her . no , really , they weren't kidding about fate intertwining thing . i closed the locker , turned around and BAM! her towering pile of books knocks me off . all she did was stood there , horrified . i assumed she was trying to help me , considering that she said she's sorry and feeling around to help me up but then i realized she was short-sighted and she couldn't even see me without her spectacles .

okay i dah malas :D jwaaa you better call me as soon as you read this . s'deq had a purpose of calling me that day , something for once huge

the guy friends tak jadi hang out with me . oh well ; see you tenth november ! :D

B)

2009-10-19T01:05:00.004+08:00

oh and by the way ;

old town white coffee just opened up at my apartment ! now people MUST come over to my place and hang mhahaha 8)

just message me if you're there aite :D

*picture credits to oh popsicles and an old flame*

and am getting a wee bit addicted to blogshopping . will bank in the money tomorrow and hopefully i get a chance at receiving it before going back to perak :D

and i could've sworn i've sworn never to go online shopping again T___T

P/S; click here for awesomeness in creating and editing polaroids the easy way . that picture up there says it all xD

laugh out so people don't see you fall apart inside

2009-10-18T22:47:00.006+08:00

i had the most hilarious day , considering that i had a flu .

ja and jwa picked me up around 11.30 for a girl outing at sunway . i didn't know their purpose of hanging out because they seem to hang out everyday , but my purpose was to celebrate me completing my syawal fast and i was dying for good food aka sushi groove !

but we didn't eat at sushi groove . instead , our stop was gasoline :D

we head off to tgv to buy tickets for 500 days of summer supposedly but it's not on show so we bought for cloudy with a chance of meatballs instead , since none of us has watched it yet . it's like the first movie i've watched since i entered UiTM after the H1N1 quarantine .

sunway had fregging changed abit since the last time i've been . there's this stall called 'ireland potato' that ciken said was superb directly in front of the cinema so we tried it and it was delish ! we went to asian avenue later for ja's XXL chicken while waiting for the others to arrive .

okay , the movie isn't what i expected it to be . i didn't plan to watch a movie so went kinda moody because i have to reach home earlier than usual since finals are coming up and parents isn't being nice to let me out but thank God there's a reason for them to keep me at home that i can actually understand .

so while we got seperated and me and ciken were left alone , she told me to stop being paranoid and stop looking at my watch every second possible . jwa said by not messaging my dad i am taking a chance , but then i thought ; 'I am already taking a chance by going to sunway so why should i worry ? better have fun now when there's still time right ?'

and so i did . the movie was awesome , we laughed so much , i'm having a hard time breathing now because if i laugh to much i cough and flu and cough doesn't really mix well -_____-"

then before heading back , did a little shopping for myself just to cheer up :)

picked daddy up from airport , had tea in bukit jelutong and rushed home and borrowed daddy's DSLR to camwhore B)

it's slightly bohemian says ciken . it was actually love at first sight but i had three hands grabbing on it and said it was pretty before i dare to try it on :D

rest assured ; it was kae , ciken and some girl whose boyfriend checking out how sha wears a dress with denim and told the girl to wear something like that .

i've been wanting to post this for so long but couldn't since dad's DSLR is never around when i need it *or at least remember it HAHA*

I SHALL TRY TO CURI GAMBAR >>

ciao people . am off to bed . needs to crank up those rusted study gears of mine for next week's finals ! eep !

2009-10-18T20:43:00.001+08:00

will update lat tonight . studying , surprisingly :P

P/S: don't show the world that you're a crybaby . if you feel like your heart is about to burst , gather up your girls and go for an outing and laugh out loud like you don't have a care in the world :B

birthdays

2009-10-17T22:01:00.002+08:00

i just want to say happy birthday to my cousin , naim and my silent classmate , arif and i hope all the best to both of you . and arif , please do talk more :P

haktuih

2009-10-16T01:40:00.000+08:00

i'm going home . so help me , i will .

you you you

2009-10-13T10:21:00.001+08:00

DAH NAK DEKAT FINALS NASQUIN !

tapi sibuk je nak pergi bloghopping dan usha blogshop dan gedik menghantar email nak itulah , nak inilah . tsk tsk

bahaya ! habis kang duit tak tahu ~ -_____-"

random babble lots

2009-10-13T08:25:00.003+08:00

i have always liked the idea of being successful in the field i love ; something that doesn't stress me out that much and be able to spend quality time with the family . yes , the successful *insert job here* and mother of *insert number here* . now that would be nice . unfortunately , reality can't be as sweet as a dream , no ?

i have NO guts to say this to my parents , in fact , i feel like a chicken . i couldn't even ask them for permission to hang out with my friends just like one time . i mean per se , if mummy is in the kitchen , i'll go in and out of the kitchen with high hopes that she notices and then asks what do i want but kecut perut bila beliau menanya soalan tu , macam seram sejuk juga HAHAHA T____T

back on track ; i don't really like my field . yes , i dislike accountancy . it's not the fact that it is as hard as art&design *they don't sleep at night sometimes! and it's not exactly easy . my heart isn't in it i guess . maybe this feeling occurs because AXB is taking the same thing and thinking of him is revolting . i don't know , i really don't .

everything i wanted to do , my dream job , is beyond my abilities . i'm not creative enough , not tall enough , not pretty enough , not bossy enough , not talkative enough , not friendly enough and the LIST goes on

sometimes it's best for me to just be a housewife but being the eldest in the family , i am responsible for my family's well-being in the future . what if daddy retires and the sisters are still studying ? there would not be any monthly income and if we were to get money quickly , it's on daddy's insurance money and tu pun he had to die -____-"

i don't know . maybe i'll give this another chance . heh , given that i've given AXB another chance and look what he did to me T___T

another word for my little dilemma ; HEEEEEEEEELP !

and taken into consideration ; UiTM Student Portal is giving me headaches . i just fregging want my examination slip so i can take my examinations damn it -____-"

jwa tak puas hati >:)

P/S: i am addicted to cover songs of Kanye West's heartless . sorry xD

oh and call me stupid ; but i miss hanging out with budak 8 ; seeing megat's pictures on facebook made me realise how much i miss these guys , but i highly doubt they'd accept me as a friend , not as a friend's girlfriend *DULU!* but i don't know ; i really had a fun time hanging out with them back then . was it because of AXB or because i really WAS enjoying myself ? Wallahu alam .

bedebah :P

2009-10-12T20:06:00.003+08:00

examination timetable is in .

oh these times i oh-so-hate .

pimples start to come because of stress . sigh .

28/10/09 -- BEL120
31/10/09 -- FAR100 *a saturday!*
03/11/09 -- CTU101
05/11/09 -- AIS130
09/11/09 -- MAT126

thank God my courses exams are far apart from each other so i can at least cramp it in . afiq's coming home this week . wonder if i could hitch a ride :D

nnnk ; why is it that i FINALLY said something good about xiah junsu and you think there's something wrong with me ? -______-"

grgh three weeks of torture but only have five papers . why why why ?!

goodbye

2009-10-12T01:33:00.003+08:00

tak nak balik !!! :((

will be occupied with tests , assignments and business baru :P

i shall only accept her because she isn't as gedik as the others and she and xiah junsu looked sweet together and THAT'S a compliment ;)

now why isn't changmin not as perfect as them with other girls ?

oh i get it ; because he's only perfect with me >:)

jangan tertipu

2009-10-11T23:51:00.001+08:00

yes i cheated on zaki and dan . mhahahaha .

a phase in life muahahaha

2009-10-11T20:18:00.002+08:00

this is like a normal post that i would put up every time i am home . if nuha reads this she would laugh and say "yeah it's true :P" since she is the only person caught reading my blog teehee nuffnang is so easy but it doesn't give me much money sigh

so anyway ; i'll be taking the 10 o'clock bus back to ~~hell~~ campus .

TAKNAK BALIK PERAKKKKKK !

jwa said perak in arab is shit . see how it relates ? :P

sigh sigh sigh .

i had a date! bangga :P

2009-10-11T15:22:00.006+08:00

oh yeah . nak boasting kejap :)

whaaat it's not always that i get to boast about something like this :D

i was supposed to be iqhwan's date for zainul's birthday bash but i wasn't feeling well . sorry you had to wait for half an hour . but hey , you played with flour ! no way am i going back with flour on my clothes , you freak ! :P

now why can't we rewind and stop right here where the only one who's gay is dan ? :P

yes that's MY hairband on dan's head -____-"

happy birthday zainul . you have been corrputed by dan and iqhwan i see :P

P/S; when you said you hated hypocrites , it DOES implies on you too right ? aren't you a hypocrite ?

i was just looking for a concealer

2009-10-11T14:21:00.004+08:00

i am in front of the home desktop , probably crying inside .

bella's not with me ! there's a stupid virus and i had to send her off for reformatting :(

the screen just turned white what was i supposed to do ? -____-"

finals are a fortnight away while tests are next week . isn't that awesome ?! *sarcasm

and i think i'm the kind that is easily approached but hard to get close to .

or maybe i just have an ego of a sea anemone . heh .

i came home around two on friday afternoon , came home JUST to dressed in my baju kurung and straight away go to Lalaa's openhouse ; the food was delicious those who didn't go MISSED OUT ON GOOD FOOD . what a way to celebrate my homecoming mhahaha >:)

i came home and had a quick rest before going off to syafiq's open house .

it's great to see everybody :)

note; take a GOOD look on khairee's facial expression :P

having slept at around two , i woke up early to pick up daddy from the subang airport from singapore . goofing off with the camera heehee :P

we went to the national science center for Da Vinci - The Genius exhibition . i tell you , Leonardo Da Vinci is truly a genius and Monalisa is more stunning when you actually understand its uniqueness . the actual size isn't that big but he put everything into detail as if it were a real photographed AND he had only a brush and paint .

not only that , he invents , discovers everything no human during the time of renaissance would bother thinking . he redraws what he learned into his notebook and to avoid his enemies to use his ideas , made it useless unless someone was smart enough to add one little tiny detail . he even buy corpse from hospitals just so he could slice them up and learn how human body works .

those drawings you learn in biology , he discovered them around 500 years ago . he is also the first to draw the placement of a fetus in a woman's womb *YES HE SLICED A PREGNANT WOMAN'S CORPSE

so go on to the national science center and check it out . he could be the father of the future machines since almost everything he invented are used in modern life :D

oh yeah , and at night you can head over to hartamas to eat delicious spaghetti and chicken chop or head over to the nearest club ! :D

why is it that everywhere i go , i am not accepted ? i go home , my friends are busy and i ALWAYS get scolded for something i don't do . i go to perak , and everybody seemed to be distant for God knows why . i was sick , it wasn't like i wanted to be sick !

and here's a funny story ;

X: Nak cari concealer ke?
Me: A'ah . Tapi lupa lah nombor berapa concealer tu.
X: Oh, adik nak tutup jerawat eh? Ha pakai nombor dua atau tiga , dia lagi tutup . nombor satu tak sangat
Me: ... *makan dalam makan dalam!*

yes , my face isn't as clean like other people . you don't have to spat it infront of my face -____-"

put a ring on it

2009-10-09T23:51:00.003+08:00

both genders of homo-sapiens are almost the same . from my point of view .

girls talk about gladiator heels , guys talk about chucks and paul smiths .

girls talk about acid wash jeans , guys talk about checkered shirts .

girls talk about guys , guys talk about girls .

i almost didn't go to syafiq's open house one because i was too tired and another because they have reruns on fullmetal alchemist brotherhood . sigh .

so anyway , i'll post up pictures soon ; i haven't rest yet today and i am fregging tired .

al kisah macam ni ; i had my CTU101 test today which by the way i just found out on wednesday and couldn't study due to a hectic schedule yesterday . THAT doesn't include one quiz and one test . anyway , after that i went to the girls' WC and changed into my jeans and tshirt *konon aksi superman / spiderman but the othe way around mhahah* and hurriedly went to the bus stop to wait for the 10.15AM UiTM bus .

i later found out there isn't a bus at 10.15 on fridays . i had to walk . called the cab and it came around fifteen minutes later , with me sweating like hell .

thank God i didn't miss my bus . heh .

and kakak random , so fregging what i nak balik bawa dua beg ?! unlike u , kakak random , i have only four shirts in that bag , just that the bag is fregging huge and kembang and i malas nak lipat >:D

so kakak random , i maafkan you sebab i kasihan kat you sebab you kan , TAK DAPAT BALIK RUMAH MACAM I HAHAHAHAHAH .

biak pi la hang ; asalkan daku di rumah :D

lastly , the cutest one of the night ;

heehee . this was during the charity dinner held by part four students of diploma in office management . more pictures will be up , malas !

nobody has the guts to ask me out , maybe because i'm popular among his friends ?

God when will i ever get out if his shadow ? *soon i hope!*

2009-10-08T10:29:00.002+08:00

I AM COMING HOME TOMORROW AND I SHALL BE SKIPPING CLASS ON MONDAY.

cal me call me call me !

P/S; needs a dose of good food and a pair of refreshing new acid wash jeans :D

my chicken got rejected by a starving cat

2009-10-02T10:00:00.003+08:00

october maybe my most laziest month yet .

WHY?

i have been to only one class yesterday and thursday classes are packed from morning to night . and yes , yesterday i was supposed to have a quiz but alas , i didn't make it . and today i was supposed to have class at eight . but my eyes opened brightly at exactly 7.57AM . how i jumped from bed with glee T____T

mama forgot her broadband here and i'm so lazy to return it to her *even if her room is just one footstep away from my room tsk tsk* so here i am , letting the world know how lazy i am . so lazy in fact , i have a week's work of laundry waiting for me . sigh .

i MIGHT be going home next week and the other week . on the 19th until 21st or 22nd ; if the latter then i have to skip class again . the fregging faculty dinner is on the 17th and nobody in their right mind would want to go to a dinner that their ex-boyfriend may or may not be there on the date when he confessed his love to you watlan watlan -____-"

okay bye bye now . off to facebook HOHOHO ^0^

and i know i said they should have a korean version of Supergirl but when it did come true , i have to admit the mandarin version sounded way better . maybe because the song matched the lyrics well but when you changed the lyrics , it isn't compatible .

like heechul and jessica . try coupling heechul with yuri or jessica with donghae . NOT COMPATIBLE !

saranghae~

Al-Fatihah

2009-09-27T11:43:00.002+08:00

ucapan takziah saya tujukan kepada adik saya , Nurul Nazlisa Nazawawe kerana pertama kali dalam hidupnya beliau menghadapi cabaran ini . maklumlah , saya yang bernafas ni hidup lebih kurang lapan belas tahun ini telah berulang kali menghadapi cabaran ini dan kebanyakannya kecuaian ku .

GOLDIE JUST DIED .

it is due to overfeeding ; i think . al-maklumlah saya ni jakun SIKIT sebab tak pernah bela ikan . okay , masa tadika ADALAH dua tiga ekor mummy daddy bela , tapi bukan tanggungjawab i :D

so when i got back home from the horrifying campus *DRAMA DRAMA* agak melompat macam monyet tengok akuarium yang tak seindah mana tapi cool lah juga sebab harga melebihi bajet mummy hari tu -____-"

bagi lah makan . since fishes don't really do anything HEHE :D even at paklong's house i feed the fish , takdak pun yang mati .

so today mum found that goldie *they all look the same to me , but whatever* was stuck on the plastic seaweed decoration , but WAS STILL ALIVE . entah macam mana dia mati -____-"

*actually nak letak gambar goldfish tapi entah bodoh internet .

private and confidential LAH sangat

2009-09-27T00:32:00.002+08:00

i do not want to go back to perak . you hear me ?! DO YOU FREGGING HEAR ME PAKGUARD AND MAKGUARD ? I DO NOT WANT TO SEE YOUR FACES ! I ABHOR TO THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO IKAT PERUT AGAIN ! I DO NOT WANT THE DIET OF CHAR KUEY TEOW BANJIR ALL SEMESTER LONG ! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE HIM AND HIS OH-SO-NORMAL OF A GIRLFRIEND ! I DO NOT WANT TO SEE OZ AFTER SKIPPING HIS CLASS ON THURSDAY ! I DO NOT WANT TO HAVE NIGHT CLASSES ! I WANT CENDAWAN GORENNNNGGGG! OH AND I HATE THE FACT THAT THERE WILL BE NO INTERNET THERE UNLESS I GET THE KING'S HEAD PAPER OUT ! AND I ALSO HATE THE FACT THAT DADDY TOLD ME TO STAY PUT DURING THE EXAM HOLIDAYS TO STUDY FOR FINALS ! I HATE THE FACT THAT I HAVEN'T GONE TO IPOH AFTER THREE MONTHS OR SO HERE ! I HATE IT THERE ! TAKNAK TAKNAK TAKNAK !!!!

i haven't packed for the trip yet , and i despise at the fact that i will have to anyways after this post because tomorrow my schedule pack gila ! dah lah naik bas esok keseorangan lagi . nasib baik dapat seat solo . taknak duduk dua dua lagi , tak boleh tidur >:)

TAKMAAAUUUU BALIK !!!!!! somebody come get me out of my misery please .

this is definitely an S.O.S.

ahoy mateys !

2009-09-25T22:29:00.002+08:00

i slept at eleven yesterday -____-"

i went from shah alam to bangi *kot* to melaka to port dickson to nilai to klia .

i didn't know to get to jwa's place would take SO many roundabouts T__T
oh and peng's place too , since both are like next door to each other

sent abang didie off to germany . sigh ; would be another year till we see him again :/ i didn't even get to curi Sims 2 from him ! :((

i was browsing around youtube out if boredom and i was curious of this song i was browsing .

'XXXXXXXXXXXX Rock Version ? This is interesting'

they did a pretty good job remaking the rock version of the song ;)

introducing Royal Pirates !

formerly called Fading from Dawn consists of three members ; Moonchul, Sooyoon and Richard(Moonchan) . However , Richard who is also Moonchul's brother passed away from a car accident in 2008 . Wouldn't be the same if they use the band name so they changed to Royal Pirates ~!

They're 100% Korean but have been living in the States for the past ten years so they speak fluent english . ISN'T THAT AWESOME ? :D

sigh the holidays seems short . the day after tomorrow i'll be going back to perak and i haven't fully enjoyed my holidays . another four weeks and FINALS !

off to bed now , nobody wants to eat my cooking anymore :(

random babble lots

2009-09-24T00:55:00.003+08:00

hm.

ramai dah lari dari ku . oke tak , ramai dah tidur . so blog tersayang , aku luahkan saja disini . apekejadah ni mengadu kat blog takda kerja ka ?!

satu, si nuha ni ha kat facebook dia ngadu beg berat 55kg . dah puas membebel sorang2 , BARU cakap dia tersalah baca penimbang tu hah mana tak bengkak hatiku habis air liur ku membebel di facebook *ceh drama je lebih padahal taip je :P

ala nuha dah nak pergi mesir , dah tak best nak blogging tade orang nak comment HAHA

dua, bolehkah kita mengenal sangat seseorang itu sehingga kita dapat mengecam seseorang itu sedang temberangkan kita di ym konon dia saudaranya ? okeh agak ragu ragu , but i am 60% sure it is him . okay more to 51% sure :D it's like he's scared to have ym with me so he disguise himself as his cousin so he could have a conversation with me , avoid all the awkwardness and all . i mean really , takda kerja kah malam malam macam ni ?! pergi lah solat tengah malam tu hah kan bagus *ceh cakap orang dia tu tengah buat apa ?! -_____-"

tiga, i think my friends hate me . what , a new disease spreading ? cause either that or they hate me . some ignore me , some are plain rude and some , well , they're too busy slobbering saliva on their girlfriend's bra to even bother look at my ugly face *exaggeration

hah i've been wanting to write that down ever since i came up with it . it sounds gross but hey , it's a norm now even amongst malays . HOLD IT! before you critisize me , go look on youtube for 'melayu' :)

okay so anyway , yeah is it a disease ? cause if it is , i am SO staying at home . as in i'm dropping out of uitm . seriously , i so do not want to get that disease . tension seh baik i belajar jadi housewife and kahwin dengan anak Dato' ceh watlan watlan .

sabar nasquin , ni untuk mummy oke ? kerja tiga empat tahun gaji bagi kat mummy . mummy dah sampai umrah , kau dah dapat rumah kereta sebiji kau berhenti lah jaga anak ke apa . WAH MACAM TU PULAK KAHKAHKAH

tiga, kalau balik kampung mesti kejap2 kan ? anak buah , cousin yang kecil2 tu baru nak bond dengan kami , dah naik flight balik rumah . macam tadi , khaireen aka angah aka anak kak weedhya aka my niece cried when she realized her parents weren't there and she hugged daddy for comfort . SEE ? baru nak bonding dengan DATUK *emphasizing emphasizing , datuk dah pulang .

and great thing about raya this year , i get to make my grandmother laugh thrice :D usually i can't make a conversation with her because her hearing isn't tiptop and really there's nothing to talk about . but then candid pictures saved me :D i took a picture of nenek yawning and she laughed ! and even if it IS still awkward , power rangers is baaack ! i mean , because of facebook i get to at least comment my cousins and uncles and aunties .

i wasn't stuck for babysitting , but i think i am fond of kids *when they're not pooping hehe* and having small cousins and nieces and nephews , balik kampung macam best . they make you angry and suddenly they do something cute and you go 'awww' terus cair begitu :P

it'll be a long time till i see them again . sigh curse of having parents who have hometown overseas each other -___-

PLUS i'll miss the trip to brunei they're planning tomorrow . tak adil !!!

empat, i just fregging comment that G Dragon rocks and if he were really copying some other musician's work he or YG Entertainment would've been on the news for plagiarism . i didn't say i was being righteous , and it seemed like a season for suing other people for minor things so i thought plagiarism would've been big . and suddenly someone blasts me in youtube saying apekebendentah but somehow saying that i like his music but i'm bashing him for plagiarism so it's like i'm a hyprcrite or something . fine then ! i like T.O.P ! sheesh i didn't even choose sides and i got blasted -____-"

and i even say that maybe it's more to remaking like SHINee's Juliette is a remake of Corbin Bleu's Deal with It and WheeSung's Insomnia is a remake of Craig David's Insomnia and G-Dragon's This Love is a remake of Maroon 5's This Love . oh and Xiah Junsu and Zhang Ri Yin's Timeless and Kelly Clarkson and whatshisname's Timeless .

Okay , the last three isn't entirely true . memang sebiji , but a remake in korean version . but STILL !

lima, i am tired . needs rest . babai ! :D

:)

my name ain't sally . it's silly :P

2009-09-23T21:55:00.002+08:00

my webcam has been fixed *weren't broken before but not available for camwhoring and somehow my laptop has become something fun to play with -____-"

even usu latif played around with it :P

i'm at home by the way ; but will go to port dickson tomorrow morning to raya there . maybe on friday i'll go hang out with zaki . it's weird that we're around half an hour drive away from each other in perak but we hang out in shah alam JE , never have we meet up in perak .

and oh yeah , he's home too now . but then , he is as tired as i am .

Eid Day

2009-09-22T22:21:00.002+08:00

see facebook for more photos :)

oh and that's my newest sayang , Elysa Faza ♥

funny story

2009-09-21T23:09:00.003+08:00

i fregging planned to write about the last days of Ramadhan and the first few days of Syawal .

i even had the idea of a good opening too . like an essay or something . when i say essay , you KNOW it must be long :P

but i went on myspace and there's a comment from a certain someone who wouldn't have caught my eye in the comment box but since he commented 'selamat hari raya' with smileys and all , i thought 'yeah why not reply . pfft it's just myspace'

YES THAT'S WHAT I THOUGHT

boy was i surprised to find out who it was . SO surprised i forgot my essay-like post that have yet to be written on hard copy . okay maybe it's good news to you people so yeah you're probably cheering and having biscuits and carbonated drinks served in small cups -____-" *it IS raya nasquin -___-"

weird thing , we haven't contacted each other in such a long time ever since he claimed he likes my best friend . yet , it's like back then . when girls trash me for just having a burger with him and coincidentally wearing an identical colour at the time . it was awkward because i didn't know what to say , but it was nice that someone who used to be the sunshine in my life sends a dozen comments on myspace but never have i replied them because i am such a lazyass when it comes to replying ANYTHING .

so moral of the story ; ALWAYS bring a piece of paper and a pen within an strecth reach whenever you go out because you never know something earth shattering might happen :D

will post up pictures and the essay thing soon . am supposed to sleep but turns out my graphics card is not installed yet . sigh sigh

*drools

2009-09-20T19:55:00.003+08:00

*photo courtesy to oh popsicles

I WANT THIS.

period.

smiles and laughter

2009-09-19T01:05:00.002+08:00

currently busy preparing to go to bintulu for Eid Day .

packed a week's worth of clothes for only four days .

ni pun curi curi online :D

advanced , sorry . maybe line sikda di tatau . camna mok reply message nak ? :P

Happy Eid Day people

maaf zahir dan batin . semoga kemaafanmu diterima Allah SWT , insyaAllah . ehem ehem yang dah berumor tu , ingat ingat lah kepada remaja yang masih berusia 17tahun ni :P *I MEAN YOU RUSA*

hahaha . tadi buka puasa di Blue Wave Hotel . Pictures will be up soon , phone is still charging for the upcoming trip tomorrow . Flight two and a half hours , then another hour or so to tatau T___T

and my back hasn't recovered from the two hour trip from Seri Iskandar to Stesen Minyak Shell Jalan Duta yet :/

oh well , super junior will accompany me ! :D

and by the way , tadi buka puasa i makan mashed potato and grilled lamb je . as in bertambah tambah . i ask you , mashed potato is starch right ? means that it makes you full fast right ? so how do you think i spend that rm50 buffet ? :/

oh and no worries , i think i ate more than rm50 . TRUST ME .

and to my forever kareshi and kanojo , saranghaeyo! and happy eid day even though one would probably still be in perak and another would be go back to college for final exams . and mian . truly and really . i didn't want to disappoint you but i did anyways , knowing how you'd react to it . no , predicting how you'd react to it . grgh i wish i could tell you how sorry i feel but it is beyond words .

but not having both of you in my life is worth more than the smiles and laughter for the rest of my life , provided that i will have a long life . heh . really , would you see me laugh so hard i cried besides with both of you ? think about it :P

gosh , mumsie's monologue-ing . great , she's rambling now . i gotta go .

weh naim aku balik port dickson hari rabu or khamis KOT . aku nak duit raya , maklumlah kau lagi tua dari aku kaaaan :P

arsehole

2009-09-17T22:32:00.002+08:00

manusia memang bodoh kan ? MEMANG MEMANG .

tak percaya ?

moral; do NOT say yes to someone who said you can call but in the end , burps really loud , practically screams in your ear to greet his friend and last last letak phone macam tu je .

this is just plain rude . TO A GIRL PULA TU .

baik tak payah mesej in the first place .

balloons and flour

2009-09-17T21:41:00.002+08:00

annyeong haseyo people ! i just got back from perak and home sweet home :D

today is jannah's birthday . well as a saying goes ;

"a picture says a thousand word,"

so check it out T__T

the one with the teddy bear is OBVIOUSLY the birthday girl -___-"

kanak kanak riang gemar main kejar kejar dan baling tepung T___T

the evil roommate who was the mastermind all of this . yes , i helped >:)

her cake :D

this is efa . she's my front door neighbour . tengok perbezaan tshirt kami -____-"

yes , the perfect way to say goodbye to each other before Raya , isn't it ? :)

oh~!

2009-09-15T19:41:00.003+08:00

too bad siwon's picture was not up for grabs on the net :(

watch it watch it :)

am at rahmath's corner , wifi sangat lah laju . happy :D

out from under

2009-09-14T20:22:00.002+08:00

life give you lemons , you make lemonades . that is a phrase everybody would go through in life , whether they like it or not .

LOL i promised effa that i'd send her my baju raya pictures when i get back .

okay abaikan . i'm just here to say i taknak mengaku yang senior i cool sebab mereka taklah cool mana tapi cool juga sebab sanggup buat video lawak and post it up in youtbe . tengok tengok lah . ada yang lawak bodoh , ada yang bodoh , ada yang seram lawak , macam macam lah :P

Super Junior M new MV is out ! Happy :)

note ariff perasan at the back xD zulaiha and huda :O

meet the teddy family of K2221 :)
except chicken , he's the pet T___T

i went to pass up a PERSIDA assignment so i thought wearing this would be appropriate . hah hambek kau pergi bilik effa dia pun pakai tshirt sama T__T

DIA students semangat pakai tshirt DIA pergi bazaar Ramadhan :P

can life get any more miserable ? YES IT CAN

2009-09-12T12:10:00.004+08:00

Ohmigod . jaebum-oppa come back ! :(

Okay . this is upsetting . this is like the downfall of the century in Korean entertainment history . I swear I have never heard group disbanding , leaders quitting and suing their management more than this time of year . dah lah there’s upcoming award ceremonies that they would’ve won if there’s no trouble like this :((

first , 2pm just lost the imprudence pink old man aka leader park jaebum just because he misses his home in seattle when he first came to korea . I mean , everybody is like that . jwa hated uia , zaki hated matrx and I hated uitm . well , I still kinda do , but hey , these feelings fade over time right ? so why why WHY did this have to happen when I don’t fregging have access to the internet ?! *bytheway I typed this in word before posting it up :D

dah lah belum setahun lagi debut . and stupid thing is that the official announcement about him leaving 2pm and korea and go back to seattle was out in less than a week and BAM! Wikipedia already stated him as a former member .

Second , abang didie came to visit the family and didn’t bother to singgah perak to see his cousin :( ceyt macam perak tu sebelah rumah je -____-“ but then mummy DID said he’s fregging busy with everything because he is going back to germany in less than a month . how time flies ~

Third , that stupid lawsuit between SM Entertainment and DBSK’s three members is almost over . just hope this turns out well . since nothing else is . I mean , hyunjoong of SS501 kena H1N1 from Malaysia ? what the hell ?!?! super junior pun tak confirm lagi dating malaysia bila . sigh sigh sigh .
What’s next ? big bang and 2ne1 was sued for having affairs ? LOL . BELUM LAGI SETAHUN DEBUT I BARU NAK SUKA 2PM WEHHHH

and to the fans who kneeled and begged jaebum NOT to leave , I wouldn’t have done the same thing , but I would’ve at least begged because it isn’t really his fault , I mean , everybody feels home sick right ? from united states to south korea pula . even though he’s half Korean , he was raised in a western environment people !

I mean , I didn’t get why Korean cuties like to hug and wear pink and what not making them look gay , but that’s their culture . it’s different from ours , for them it’s usual to be that loving between namchas even though it looks gay outside korea . jaebum accepted Korean culture , why can’t you accept that he was raised in a western environment dammit ?!

AND WHY AM I BACKING JAEBUM LIKE THERE’S NO TOMORROW?

Jwa I nak nangis tengok wild bunny , 2pm is not 2pm without their imprudence pink old leader :’(

Something to smile about – raya is coming up ! and in another month or so , I will be officially taking my final exams and HOLIDAY~! Hope super junior decides to come then . and SS501 has confirmed that they’ll be having a concert in mid-december . now if only dbsk makes a surprise visit here , ALL FIVE OF THEM and we can actually get a really close view of them , it’ll be a nice way to end the year after all this havoc . oh and not to mention news about JYP begs jaebum to come back and 2pm shall be one again .

Oh and don’t tell mummy , but I got a C for my computer test . jwa knows how irritating AIS130 can be , we’re learning the same thing . oh well , tu pun sebab mengada tak nak belajar . heh . rest assured , my quiz results are A-OK .
Jwa you hear me ? you’re my eyes and ears for our husbands in korea since you’re on your exam holiday ! and we are definitely shopping to ease our pain . times square mari ? :P

say hello to my matrix card T___T

sebab tergesa-gesa nak kad siap , i pergi tangkap gambar selepas kelas agama -____-"

prints and stripes , what next ? polka dots ?

2009-09-09T19:17:00.003+08:00

wokehhhh .

i want to post something here since i am fregging bored . LOL alasan tidak munasabah .

i exercised today . washed a week's worth of laundry plus my bedsheet plus my telekung . since my pail is fregging small *notetoself; BUY A BIGGER PAIL NEXT SEMESTER i had to do three to four washes since i am fregging lazy to spend rm2 on washing machine on the first floor -_____-"

so yeah , the fourth wash is waiting to be er washed in the toilet . and since God wanted to tell me to NOT be lazy when it comes to doing my laundry , He sent down rain and wind . thank you God ,

oh and i want to formally announce that my sister is the owner of FIVE comet goldfishes T____T

and jwa , zaki ! i made a new story . i know i haven't finished the other one so i'm not going to tell you this one :P

random babble lots

2009-09-09T14:35:00.003+08:00

something random . please do not hesitate to answer my question .

is it RIGHT to love and care for someone who doesn't care as much for you ?

because from my point of view , that someone is like eating his or her own skin . painful . utter torture .

and is it WRONG to not ask about one's problem because you're scared that you'll be labeled "suka jaga tepi kain orang lain"?

sorry translate that into english please nuha ? :P

grgh . nak balik . nak shopping . nak tidur . ZZZZZ .

sorry capeq , aku dah malas nak reply mesej orang unless necessary . heh

rawr !

2009-09-09T14:01:00.002+08:00

greetings from seri iskandar , the town full of nothingness especially fast food and smiles :)

okay tak lah semua orang senyum kambing selalu .

came back here on sunday so on monday zaza planned to go to Bandar U to go shopping T.T i tagged along anyways since mum told me to go get bus tickets for raya .

goofing off in the accessories shop :P i LOVE this teddy bear it reminds me so much of the teddy bear i gave asyraf . am still wondering if it is still alive and well~

anyway , bought myself a selendang for absolutely no reason whatsoever and a pair of leggings because i was jealous that erin got an identical pair of coloured leggings like jwa ngeh >:)

there's a charity sale within the campus . nama je sale , but jual kasut selipar crocs harga rm95 for the authentic ones T___T

i could easily get rm70 for a pair in shah alam ! gila tipu secret2 with the supplier watlan weh watlan *cet tipu tipu tapi beli gak in the end

meet my new pair of leopard crocs :)

just imagine a crocodile with leopard print on it . isn't that freakky yet adorable :D

thanks effa for choosing it for me and sanggup jalan berbatu sebab cash in hand kurang T___T

dah lah next week nak pergi shopping with jwa , beli beg segala . save up nasquin please .

and for those who is curious to know , i SUCK in variations . LOL , but overall my test was splendidly pleasant :) *menipu menipu

and do you realise it's almost raya ? another month or so would be my finals . how fast can time flies ?

hantu pocong hantu kucing hantu nasi lemak

2009-09-06T10:50:00.003+08:00

today will be my first time going ANYWHERE by bus . as in , NOT a school trip . practically alone , with a bus full of strangers .

okay not alone per se . you know how when we were young , how our parents would meet up and introduce their kids to their friends and what not konon playdates ?

yeah , they're still doing it . just for the sake of UiTM -___-"

uncle ghulam's daughter , zulaikha would be on the same bus as i am since her dad was the one who bought the tickets . i don't really mind , i'm okay with everyone . it's just that now i feel like isolating myself with those who haven't hurt my feelings yet .

i know i am sensitive , TOO SENSITIVE in fact about this whole situation , like i was betrayed or something . yeah you . i don't know what your problem is from the beginning , but dah our parents jadikan kita playdates , would it hurt for you to be friendly to me ?

i tahu la i tak lawa , tak layak nak ditegur orang atasan macam awak yang lawa kan ? tapi jangan terkejut satu hari nanti awak nak terhegeh hegeh nak kawan dengan i because somehow i got famous for some good deed *CEYTCEYT*

okay okay , just like to inform i akan naik bus plusliner balik perak from puduraya . awesome , no ?

mengharapkan i tertidur dalam bas and duit i and barang berharga i masih di sisi setelah i bangun . teehee .

abang didie ! come here a few days before raya lah ! pick me up from perak . dad suruh naik bas -_____-"

WISH ME LUCK ON MY TEST ON MONDAY NIGHT!

dibidibi dib dib

2009-09-06T02:07:00.001+08:00

sebab tak kesampaian hajat nak jumpa mereka ;

nah nuha :P

aku bukanla seorang perampas

2009-09-06T01:22:00.002+08:00

so blame facebook jwa T___T

i did this quiz on which super junior member am i and i got donghae .

okay . one ; he's not a crybaby ! he thinks of his late dad alot in interviews . he had a dream of performing in fornt of his dad but he died before his wish came true . WHO DOESN'T FREGGING CRY ABOUT THAT HUH ?

even abang didie cried about being homesick although he didn't tell it to mum when i say so . tak mengaku ! :P

oke tu je kot . hehe .

oh . my dad told me to learn foreign languages and i'm thinking mandarin or japanese . why not korean since i'm so addicted to their songs you say ? one , i am bound to work with chinese in malaysia :P two , japanese lagi senang nak belajar . three , hnkyung speaks mandarin :D:D

the past will definitely haunt you with laughter :P

2009-09-05T23:23:00.009+08:00

hm . kalau ikut hati nak buka cerita tentang kisah lama . nak baca tak ? :D

lol oke oke sebagai pembuka post , i letak gambar jantung hatiku boleh ?

dia dah gemok , tak macam dulu .

oke , permulaan . weh nas nak bercerita ni .

pada suatu hari *banggalah kau nuha aku bercerita bahasa melayu kahkah

oke oke serious .

sejak dua menjak ni , i rasa macam tak tenang . macam ada orang nak dendam kat i . not in a sense yang i terlebih perasan ke apa ke , ni dah memang terlalu menonjol kedendamannya . anda berdendam padaku ? cakap depan depan , boleh buat sejarah fist fight baru di uitm perak :)

JANGAN NAK LIBATKAN ILMU HITAM DAN AHLI KELUARGAKU . hambek gila straight forward :P

LOL APEKEBENDE LAH NAS MERAPU

oke oke . meh i cerita sikit pasal buah hati i dari form three dan sekarang pun i masih sayang walaupun papa dia dah kahwin lain*Ya Rabbi hahaha lawak buduh abaikan

ni pun cerita masuk balik sebab si papa tiba tiba tanya khabar anaknya whoaaa over over SHUTUP NAS

oke oke bagi siapa yang tahu , nama papa itu asyraf . LOL *gelak

swiciy namanya . papanya asyraf . *gelak sendiri

macam mana namanya swiciy ? tanya asyraf T___T swiciy dijumpai oleh ku dalam kotak kitkat beserta kitkat bytes . scene masa tu sangat bodoh tapi melawakkan . HAHA sampai sekarang kalau cerita balik kat asyraf dia pun masih malu kot . dah lama tak bercerita panjang lebar tentang benda merapu dengan beliau kerana masing masing sibuk dengan hal sendiri *di pihak ku sibuk tidur je memanjang KAHKAH

oke oke back to story . eh mana da story . oke swiciy ni , selepas mamanya diceraikan *LOL* beliau kena dera dengan mamanya dengan sungguh kejam sampai terpaksa tidur bawah katil mamanya *KEJAMKEJAM* tapi kemudian mamanya sedar , dan beliau tak didera lagi .

THE END .

lol . cerita bodoh untuk pembaca blog ku . sila gelak sendiri akan kejahilan ku .

oh myspace dah ada IM . jakun benor .

oke oke . tu introduction story . ala macam dalam movies kan dia tunjuk coming soon movies segala . hah ni lah macam tu .

i sebenarnya nak cerita pasal sepupu ku naim dan arief . seorang sebelah ibu , seorang sebelah bapa . ni i nak buka cerita pasal dua jejaka ni pun sebab saja gedik . kahkahkah OKE TIPU . sebab girlfriend naim ni hah , terfikir pula nak gedik gedik show off yang i ni lagi hebat dari dia dalam hidup naim . dalam bilik naim ada gambar kami berdua masa kecil . HAH tengok sebelum tidur dia tengok muka i yang tembam lagi comel tu hah .

LOL jangan terasa saja je :P

jangan lak suruh naim buang gambar tu kat laut PD , tu je la satu satunya gambar i yang dia ada masa kecil KOT . HAHAHAHAHAHA

SHUT UP NAS

oke oke , meh i mula dengan arief . saja nak bagi suspens kat tira mhahaha .

sepupu sepermainan dahulu . kami pernah lompat lompat atas katil makngah and pakngah sebab konon jadi power rangers *diriku kimberly , power rangers pink yang lemah and dia power rangers yang cool tu i dah lupa doh . budak budak masa tu kami masih guna video tape sila ambil perhatian . kalau nak tengok movie power rnagers tu balik pun tak boleh kot . ala yang ninja ninja tu , yang orang jahat jual goo warna hijau hipnotiskan orang dewasa tu . kalau jumpa cd , sila beli dan poskan kepada ku terima kasih .

kami pernah pergi jeti depan rumah nenek kuala dengan pak uteh nak tangkap udang ikan segala dan balik rumah nenek masak confirm sedap .

kami pernah jalan kaki lima sepupu pergi kedai cina beli bunga api *al maklum lah masa tu masih kecil tak pandai main mercun*

kami pernah explore satu kuala tatau masa raya sampai ke maghrib dengan alasan nak duit raya lebih . tapi jangan salahkan kami , famili nak explore satu kuala kami pun ikut jela al maklum masih kecil :P

kami pernah syok sangat tengok tv sampai anjang tiba tiba macam mengamuk semacam ambil tapak kaki ku , letak tangan beliau di tapak dan terus pergi .

OH rupa rupanya nak beli selipar sebab seliparku tertinggal di kuching . dah dipanggil beribu kali tak sahut tu yang datang bengang semacam kahkahkah .

sigh pengalaman zaman kecil :')

sekarang beliau di KLMU *YE JUNIOR MEGAT* dengan cousin beliau *my second cousin* hayder , taking culinary arts T_____T

oke oke *drumrolls*

PICTURE NOT AVAILABLE KAHKAHKAH

tu lah kau , taknak add aku kat facebook susah nak cari gambar kau tau !

oke oke takpe . mamat ni ada , boleh ganti kau .
dan tira tension je membaca statement ni haha

oke nama dia syazwan . setahun lebih muda dariku . pandai gila , sekarang nampak je macho sebab dah baligh . masa kecil , kena baling buku nangis merajuk dua tiga tahun :P

dulu kalau jumpa suka cari pasal dengannya .

dia ni sebanarnya penggeli . paling sensitif di tapak kaki beliau . YE . belum apa apa dah melompat cakap geli T___T

selalu tengok cerita p. ramlee dengan beliau , sampai tertidur tidur kami empat lima sepupu di living room .

oh beliau resdung . kot . heh .

angkara bengang sangat kat dia entah bila lah , i terbaling buku kena bulleye kat mata dia . ingat kan dia avoid . so biasalah sakit , menangis merajuk dengan i , mak dia pujuk pun nangis lagi . i turun bawah pujuk pun , tak dimaafkan . i pun rasa nak nangis sebab masa tu naim masih di terengganu so tak selalu pulang kampung , so dia ni la teman di kampung .

al maklum lah , sepupu perempuan ramai tapi entah lah di mana salah silapnya .

don't worry ; kami oke sekarang . dah besar , tak lah kuat merajuk . tapi dia masih pantang tapak kakinya di pegang . teehee .

SPM tahun ni .

mak saudara ku yang kadang kala geli hati tengok perangai mereka

tengok hah anak mak . hahahaha

oke , masa kecil memang best . tapi dah semakin besar , parents mula membataskan pergaulan , takut terpegang mana mana yang tak patut . hah semenjak tu macam tak best dah balik kampung . lagi lagi atuk ayah yang selalu melayan karenah cucunya yang duduk kuching ni yang selalu balik balik je kejar ayam dah pun meninggal dunia . atuk kuala pun dah meninggal , yang cakap piza tu telur dadar besar . ya , saya masih ingat lagi . masa tu kami bawa pergi pizza hut . masa tu lisa masih bayi lagi .

dah hilang keseronokan balik kampung .

oh tapi sebab nak ajak sepupunya balik , kak diyana and maklong sanggup buat celebration birthday untuk octoberians last year . arwah atuk ayah and atuk ibu pasti tersenyum tengok keluarga tersayang yang ditinggalkan berkumpul seperti tu :')

tapi famili paklong balik awal . paklong kena pergi kerja . tu lah gambar naim takda :P

hm . tu jela kot . hm . nak beli kasut . dan beg .

whoaa shah alam hujan siottt .

p/s; i forgot . when the bullseye incident , naim was still in terengganu or in PD ?

C and K are so in love with each other , it's surprising that they're still straight .

2009-09-04T15:34:00.005+08:00

laptop bag . check
I♥DIA tshirt . check
leopard sweater . check
sweat pants . check
outward bounds kesatria cap . check

checkcheckcheckcheckcheck

okay babai perak . babai uitm . babai zaza sayang .

bukan nak balik . terpaksa ; dah dalam diam ibu bapa terlalu merindui anaknya .

hm . sebenarnya kata hati tak nak balik . sebab dah malas melayan karenah di rumah ; tak ada masa nak rehat doh . dah lah hidung sumbat allergik habuk , bersin sana bersin sini .

so jangan labelkan ku sebagai anak mami papi , nak balik tiap minggu kerana pernah spend almost sebulan di sini without jumpa parents *bangga bangga*

lagi satu , jangan labelkan ku anak mami anak papi . dah plan nak pergi shopping dengan zaza di ipoh minggu ni . tapi tak apalah . minggu depan ada .

sorry zaza , tak kesampaian nak belanja kfc kahkahkah T____T

ni post lepas geram . oh jangan khuatir , i takda mencarut ; bulan puasa :D

2009-09-04T13:56:00.003+08:00

i nak saman makcik j boleh tak ? nasib baik aku tak puasa kalau memang dah batal dah pun puasa aku memaki hamun kau . YE KAU . A'AH KAU .

hidup susah tanpa teman setia . bersyukurlah anda yang mempunyai teman yang rajin angkat telefon , mendengar kata-kata mu yang tak kedengaran kerana anda sedang teresak esak menahan tangisan , dan membalas semua dengan 'ala relaks ar u' .

bersyukurlah anda yang mempunyai teman yang sanggup menunggumu walaupun dia dah siap awal tapi anda yang lambat bangun so in the end dua dua kena marah tapi diri nya tidak peduli sebab memang salah dia pun sebab tak kejut in the first place mhahah T___T

bersyukurlah anda yang mempunyai teman yang berbatu batu jauhnya , sibuk bagai perdana menteri lima negara tapi masih sempat bermesej dengan anda hanya kerana ingin melayan karenah anda yang sedang bosan kerana group assignment rakan sepasukan tak bagi kerja lagi .

YA KAU PATUT BERSYUKUR AKU TAK SABOTAJ BILIK KAU DAN HARTA BENDA KAU . KAU FIKIR KAU LEBIH HEBAT DARI AKU WEHHH MANUSIA SEMUA SAMA BIARPUN AKU HODOH TAPI AKU MASIH SABAR DENGAN KAU .

*ceh sabar sabar tapi caps lock mengamuk merapu rapu di blog

maaf ye para pembaca ; bulan puasa tak baik ada perasaan marah . hmm patut mandi lah lepas ni . marah itu api , so kena guna air untuk hilangkan marah . eh eh tak marah , geram je :P

oke tak memang kalau ada benda dalam bilik yang boleh dihempaskan , rasanya dah habis ku hempas . tapi kasihan lah zaza , nanti dia pula yang terbongkok bongkok mengemas . al maklum lah , dah takdir dia dapat roommate pemalas :B

serious ; next semester i nak pindah uitm kuala pilah ke , at least ada gak makcik kat sana .

sayang , dengarlah isi hati ku

2009-09-03T19:31:00.003+08:00

weh jangan nak macam macam benda berlari lari dalam fikiran mu . cintaku dulu telah kubuang jauh , kini ku ingin kamu .
eceh eceh ; oke macam begini cerita . OKAY I LIED NO STORY SHEEESHHH

just want to update on my life as a college student . ohmigod it's been like what two months or so ? bangga siottt masih survive kahkahkah :D

mari terjah kehidupan nas .

*TERJAH , TERJAH*

jakun tak pernah tngok kipas berlampu mhahahha

i'll be sure to clean the mirror next time i remember to do so :D my I♥DIA tshirt ! i bought two , one in black and another in white . khas untuk budak uitm perak especially PERSIDA okeee :P *ceyt tapi hari tu booking untuk zaza dua pasang . tsk tsk T___T

bazaar ramadhan uitm seri iskandar , perak . setiap hari muka sama -____-"
entah entah habis puasa dapat adik angkat baru mhahahahhaa T____T"

muka siswi yang bosan tengok muka sama di bazaar ramadhan *eh tapi setiap hari pergi bazaar sama sama :P

dan begitulah hidup balqis nama yang diberi effa entah kenapa nanti i panggil you tipah kang you nak ? melor ke , cempaka ke , indera mulia ke , dahlia ke , damar ke , kekwa ke , anggerik ke kahkahkah :D

oh.my.god.

2009-09-02T20:05:00.002+08:00

there's going to be a fregging SS501 fanmeet tomorrow OHMIGOD WHY DIDN'T I KNOW THIS EARLIER WHYWHYWHY ON THURSDAY GRRRRRRR

ini belog dia

2009-09-01T10:22:00.002+08:00

i like to read Hanis Zalikha's blog . not only is she smart (3.95 out of 4!) , her posts usually relate to minor things in life , like one of my favorite post of hers "suamiisterilakibinihasbenenwife" *pheww panjang gila punya title* and it touched me somehow and made me a broader woman *as in open-minded , not broad as in gemok*

okay so she is a UiTM Segamat student and part time model . when i first read her blog , no offence , she wrote about her life in the industry and i thought she was this gedik type of girl because she had a photoshoot where she had to wear shorts and what not . that was the beginning .

then she wrote about her going to UiTM , how she'll miss her family and all . okay , masa tu i realise that she is more or less human , no matter how pretty you are and how many followers you have *envy ENVY

oh and how she said she looked skinny in one magazine , and she thanked God that she was chubbier now . she's not body conscious like most girls i know and she's a model . okay adalah dia cakap pipi tembam pipi tembam but she never said she'll go on an unhealthy diet .

recently i heard this one ceramah and the ustaz said sumpahseranah . my mind automatically ingat Hanis Zalikha *or should i call kak hanis ? hmmm

oh and vain tetap vain , but then again , who isn't ? :P

i nak letak gambar dia tapi macam malas :D

oh and try not clicking to the link . you'll get addicted like i am :D

dan sebenarnya i bosan . heh .

tagged

2009-09-01T08:48:00.002+08:00

aku dah digelar student perak T___T ew . and and lihat lihat dia memang kejam mengetag semua followers dia mentang2 ramai *ceyt padahal dia pun follow -___-"

TAG DARI NUHA SI STUDENT MESIR HAH HAMBEK KAU
*it sounds like a compliment more than sarcasm T_____T

1. Apa perasaan anda sekarang?
; mengantok . hujan whoihhh .

2. Saya nak makan?
; italian :D oh and i miss sushi groove ;(

3. Impian saya?
; menjadi orang beriman *TINGGI IMPIAN* not so keen on being an accountant , but hey , dah rezeki nak buat macam mana .

4. Haiwan yang saya tak suka?
; pigs , ~~cockroaches~~ insects . oh and biawak

5. Saya harapkan?
; anugerah dekan for all semesters . i'll show you that i can do it . this is like a project for me because if i get the naib chansellor award , mum would DEFINITELY cry , dad would bangga , and AXB would be fregging dumbfounded :3 so yeah i'll show the world that 3a's in SPM doesn't mean you're a failure your whole life pheww

6. Jika boleh putarkan masa?
; i want to throw the fregging gameboy because i would've studied if supermario didn't call me T____T

7. Saya pada 10 tahun akan datang?
; is going to jwa's wedding with my baby and husband kot :P i never knew , when DO you plan to get married jwa ?

8. Handphone saya adalah sebuah?
; both sony ericsson but i'm thinking of changing the latest one sebab kuat hang GERAM TAHU TAK

9. Saya pernah bercinta sebanyak?
; bercinta bukan bercouple kan ? yang memang aku cinta dan bukan sayang so far hanya seorang .

10. Saya suka pada?
; everything cute . sanggup beli kalau comel T___T

11. Kawan-kawan saya?
; yang setia pada saya tak ramai . LOL . i can hang out with everybody , but i can only call a handful my friends and even less my best friends :)

12. Pernah dikhianati?
; YOU HAVE NO IDEA

13. Apa yang anda hendak lakukan terhadap dia?
; i second nuha . forgive but never forgets . so yeah tegur2 lah , tapi sekali awak buat jahat dengan saya lagi , naik hantu setan semua even my dad tak berani nak calm me down . either that or dia malas nak melayan karenah anak nya T____T

14. Senaraikan 8 orang untuk ditag?
; jwa who never bothers to do tags
; zaki who is MIA-ing at the moment
; tira who seems to go online almost everyday -____-"
; rina ! i miss you :)
; anis who's in peninsula malaysia but i don't know which state :D
; syaq who is in taylors tsk
; adam whom i met just once . kot .
; nik ahmad rafiq . teman akrab yang tak pernah ku bertentang mata WEHASALMACAMROMANTIKSEMACAMHAHAHAHA

tagged

2009-08-31T23:23:00.002+08:00

i am bored so i looked up all the previous tags in nuha's blog since she's the only one cruel enough to tag me *masih berdendam pasal tag Allahuakbar panjang Sungai Nil -___-"

LOL sungai nil , how ironic that you'll be seeing the nile river soon kan ? ;)
BERTUAH PUNYA ANAK CIKGU

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with the wedding plan! At the end, choose the people you want to be tagged. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know about you! :)

1) How old are you?
; seventeen STILL . lol emphasizing !

2) Are you single?
; yes i am :|

3) At what age do you think you'll get married?
; around twenty six paling lewat ?

4) Do you think you'll be marrying the person you are with now?
; I.AM.SINGLE.

5) If not, who do you want to marry?
; changmin ! or nickhun . or hankyung . heh really do you want me to list it down ?

6) Who will be your maid-of-honour, bridesmaid, best man & flower girl?
; jwa DUH . cousin ku , naim kot . nahh , abang rahim lah . ceyt , NO i nak abang didie jadi best man kwang3 and all my nieces jadi flower girl .

7) Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
; garden/beach . rumahku masuk 10 tetamu dah macam ramai sangat -___-"

8) Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
; kalau i kahwin dengan orang korea , i nak gi jepun ! or or mecca , since he'll be a muslim convert so i'll let him feel the power of God :)

9) How many guests do you think you'll invite?
; friends DUH . exboyfriends ; see how handsome my husband is MHAHA >:) relatives near and far . dad's boss and co workers and such . mum's morning coffee ladies ;P

10) Will that include your exes?
; LOL you read my mind :P zaki kalau you tak pergi wedding i , i will REALLY fly to korea with my husband and won't tell you . saksikanlah adegan ala hindustan di klia when that happens mhahaha -____-"

11) How many layers of cake do you want?
; i don't mind , not four . koreans and chinese AND japanese believes that it's an ill number .

12) When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
; the way my mum did and the way nuha answered it ; nikah malam , sanding pagi .

13) Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding?
; lagu mirotic MHAHAHAHAHA i don't know haven't thought about it

14) Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon, fork and knife?
; i want glamour all the way . fine dining pleaase :)

15) Champagne or red wine?
; juice sudahhhh

16) Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
; days after the wedding . dah lah baru dilepaskan parents da nak pergi .

17) Money or household items?
; money and lingerie :D

18) How many kids would you like to have?
; i don't care . as long as it is balanced ; male is equal to female :D

19) Will you record you wedding in DVD/CD?
; DUHHH . i want my kids to see me as a beautiful queen on my wedding and envy me :D

20) Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
; tyra , my future cousin in law insyaAllah who , by the way , i am surprised that naim could withstand almost four years together . LOL . and jwa and zaki my dffkbfef of an ex who never bothered to stay in touch tsk

beristighfar lah anda wahai manusia

2009-08-31T01:55:00.005+08:00

kita sebagai hamba Allah seharusnya mengambil kesempatan yang telah diberiNya untuk mengumpul pahala dan menghapuskan dosa pada bulan Ramadhan . menjauhkan diri dari perkara negatif memang disarankan dalam Islam pada hari biasa apa lagi di bulan yang mulia ini .

tapi astaghfirullah ada lah seorang hamba Allah ni perghh bagi gambar ni kat i tergugat imanku yang sikit ni entah entah hilang terus -____-"

oh tak bukan gambar ni . saja nak tunjuk dekat anti fan dbsk how they rock my socks :)

and suddenly the image of abang didie dancing to after school - diva pops in my head . omo it's still in my head . ABANG DIDIE PUNYA PASAL LAH NI tsk

close but not quite . did i mention i saw a litter of stray puppies with their mommy on my way back to shah alam via teluk intan ? comel i swear !

and suddenly teringat kak lela . intan payuuuuuungg ! :D

YEAH THIS ONE . ngee

planned to put this up on the door . how how ? :D

and i'm raya-ing at kuala tatau this year ! but that means i barely have time to go visit the family i choose in shah alam . i'll try okay wawa and zacko ? i mean , for one thing , i have to get transportation . sigh ni yang menyesal tak ambil lesen awal awal -____-"

and why oh why isn't there guys that i would usha in public that is fregging older than i am -______-" dah lah kalau mereka masuk uitm , their student number would be 2010XXXXXX , eh bukan macam cool gilaaa :((

mummy , kenapalah mummy lahirkan along awal sangat *awallah sangat*

oh well , at least i could get to know these awesome people :)

and i don't care if junsu 2PM did have plastic surgery or not . as long as he is still junsu , the power voice of 2PM , the one who scolded wooyoung who was still in his jammies , the one who accidentally became taecyeon's stylist of orange pants , bright yellow tshirt and green cap and the one who can't differentiate between a green light and a red light -_____-"

and is it a trend nowadays to put your display name in myspace your name and your girlfriend's name ? per se , jakuncicak or kucinganjing . oke oke realistic examples ; sakinahfaisal or jaejoongjwa *LOL*
because if it IS a trend , then it needs to be forgotten fast ; this is just lame . letak gambar kamu berdua and letak caption "chenta hati ku" or status in a relationship sudahhh . i mean , it's not like you're married -____-"

oh and it's 2:19AM and i'm coughing and nose is running non stop but i am holding a solero split ice cream stick . yummmm :D

cari nahas je kau nasquin -____-"

it's hard

2009-08-31T01:03:00.003+08:00

uhmmm i don't know how to reach you because i didn't save your email , but i said i tried to help so it would be rude of me not to do as i say i would .

ergh i even forgot your name -_____-"

okay to that certain someone from indonesia who i thank for reading my blog , i'm sorry but i doubt jezmine does shipping overseas . maybe that's why she looked at your email with one eye *konon nak tunjuk terer english sampai pandang sebelah mata pun dienglishkan -___-"

SORRY

'when the past you want to forget still haunts you , ______________________'

please help me fill in the blanks .

little miss sunshine got kicked out of clown school

2009-08-30T21:24:00.002+08:00

am helping lisa with her folio at the moment .

going home has never been nice . i get sick all the time i feel like ripping my runny nose off my face -____-"

had my hair cut . it is disastrous i look like that fregging gay of a doctor in hanakimi taiwan version except it's short -_____-"

SERIOUSLY ; i thought of wearing a wig for raya . nyesal nyesal !

this year i buy raya stuff with such haste . first week of ramadhan and i already got myself two pairs of baju raya and a pair of raya shoes .

sebab tension sangat pasal rambut yang hodoh lagi bangang , i TERbeli t-shirt ni mhahaha

seriously i'll spend if i'm not happy .

my so-called raya shoes . a pair of crocs for rm70 . my first pair :')

serious banyak flat crocs yang lawa ohmigod i feel like buying another pair the only thing holding me bck is because i malas nak jalan to the carpark area beside giant 13 . YES IT'S THAT CLOSE .

really , it isn't the brand . it's the bright colors that doesn't usually on shoes that eagers me to buy another pair . sue me , i'm a girl ;)

tests and more

2009-08-30T00:01:00.003+08:00

let's learn a bit of what i am learning in class .

the entity concept ;

back in school it is known as 'konsep entiti berasingan'
*i should remember to thank cikgu rokiah because what she taught me is still in my head thus making my test less hard than expected

it means whatever transaction in the business would only be recorded in the business account and not in the owner's account . both exist as separate entities .

let's absorb this into real life , shall we ?

i was reading this journal-like blog and she stated that her best friend came home from college only to hang out with her college friends and not with her best mates .

okay ; it is not wrong to hang out with your college mates , but do be reasonable . i mean , you see them everyday now . i mean , we used to hang out almost every week even though i was working but when semester starts we barely message each other IMEANYOUZAKIKEDEKUTCREDIT

again , keep those two entities separate . when you're having your semester break , spend time with your best mates , i mean , it'll be another semester before you get to hang out like that again . you'll have , however , THE whole semester for your college mates .

i'm not saying that hanging out with college mates is wrong during semester break , but really .

the entity concept . whoah budak akaun :P

2009-08-29T01:54:00.003+08:00

i don't tend to promote my blog . so it is no surprise i don't get much readers and much less followers *although i DO whine about it

but to me my blog is like an online journal , whenever i feel stressed out i'll let it out here . i have , however , a hand written journal when the problem i am having concerns a number of people i want to remain anonymous . BUT i left it at home since it's too dangerous to be brought here . PERAK . ugh i began to despise the name .

so when i found out a number of people i wish that they hadn't read my blog DID read it , i feel like deleting the blog and start fresh on a new one . but i love this one so much i just couldn't . heh .

from now on , i have to choose my words carefully and not write freely and on impulse like i used to . cursing would be decreased so young people can actually read this for quick learning of good english *WATLAN I KNOW ALAMAK TER-CURSE PULA HAHA

and really , this is just me babbling on and on about my life that does not go the way i planned but alas , we're just humans . God decides which path we should go . REDHA JELA -______-"

kakak broadband , sorry . terlajak 15minit :P

girls who can't have fun would suffer

2009-08-29T01:03:00.002+08:00

too dumb founded that i burst into giggle fits . this week is hell and it's the first week of ramadhan . i feel like screaming and curse . with tests coming *one already behind me and i fregging doubt i'll get high marks* it just makes matters worse .

let's just say the only guy in my class that i could rely on at the moment is firman , and that's because i haven't crossed him yet . YES i finally found out guys cepat merajuk mhahaha -______-"

and i read this notice on the notice board stating that we're not supposed to go home this weekend . NO FREGGING WAY AM I SPENDING ANOTHER NIGHT ALONE .

sigh . i've been single for too long that i forgot what it's like to be in a relationship . i mean , i get cranky whenever i see a couple practically glued to each other , but then i realised maybe i was like that . but it was like almost a year and a half and somehow i can't think of the time when i was someone's sweetheart *ceyt ceyt* i even thought that i imagined it all . hm maybe i was ?

i am supposed to be cramping for accounts test tomorrow but i'm too upset to do so .

effa tengah memanjang di bilikku , menghafal accounting cycle .

can i go home and NOT come back ? life sucks . should've just ask for some private college or even some other course . HAHA cakap macam kaya sangat -____-"

ohmigod

2009-08-23T09:29:00.002+08:00

OHMIGOD SS501 is fregging coming to Malaysia !

in SEPTEMBER !!!

that's like next month ! after my tests ! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

sigh . my DBSK and Super Junior CD fell . is it a sign ?

hmmm

nik ajak pergi library , siapkan assignment . mhahaha

assignment kena hantar esok wuwuwuw . chaiyok ! boleh siap boleh siap !

oh and super junior confirm coming here right ?

jatuh dan terjatuh lagi

2009-08-23T06:53:00.002+08:00

coughing at the moment .

but it's normal . i always get sick whenever i'm home . homesick lah konon mhahah xD

news update ; i can't download videos no more ! have to bring bella to abang rahim to do so :((

i wanted to post up my day yesterday but i fell asleep with the laptop on -____-"

since i was unable to steal dad's camera and my phone went dead , i can't put up pictures here . boohoo and u wanted to show you the hairband i bought which is fregging expensive and yesterday i went to an online blogshop and it cost rm10 cheaper *but not prettier ; too bad*

grgh . oh well .

i didn't have much rest since i came back from perak . tsk . good morning , malaysia .

oh and good morning nik . hope you finish 'watching' your assignments :P

aku bangga . sangat bangga dan bersyukur

2009-08-21T23:59:00.003+08:00

i want to test your pride of patriotism . see if you understand the meaning of one malaysia , the theme of this year's independence day .

kisah benar . self-proclaimed eye witness here .

this afternoon , after sending kak tiqah's friend home in kajang , we stopped at the red light at a junction of which i am not familiar with . this huge black dog brought food in its mouth , looking satisfied with itself .

i wondered why .

then it disappeared behind an immobile car . when afiq started lifting his foot off the brakes , i saw the back dog and three other dogs , sharing the food it carried a while back . three different types of dogs .

i was so touched .

see it isn't the fact that it has no mind like us humans , but they use their heads to know what's right and otherwise . i mean , the black dog would've just eaten the fiid by itself but it took a distance to go SHARE it with its friends .

spread the love spread the love :')

Happy Fasting People :D

let's get the flour party started !

2009-08-21T10:23:00.002+08:00

i am so eager to come home .

i can't wait to eat good healthy starchy food at home .
i can't wait to hug billy till he wishes that he didn't wish that i'll come home soon
i can't wait to lay my hands on new jubah mummy brought from Medina .
i can't wait to experiment in the kitchen .

oh and most importantly ;
i can't wait to call jwa until she will finally pick up her fregging phone .

is it not enough that tini ignored me for almost half a year ?

and no zaki , i'm not eager to see you . SOMBONG !

and and i need to top up my celcom number . it porves to be useful nowadays sigh sigh .

and again ; i can't wait to eat good food !!!

but i have to get through this icy cold of a computer class -____-"

lollipop tak best !

2009-08-17T19:02:00.004+08:00

if i were to given a chance to give my broken heart to you , would you accept it ?

hoh introduction sangat hebat . it is worth the headache from this morning .

lepas ni i nak telan panadol -____-"

i tengah dengan syok tengok balik episod pertama dan kedua tapi hanya part nickhun buka baju 0__0

ah life can never be sweeter ;P

how many girls would die to be the pillow -____-"

no , i don't love all of them . some are weird to the extend that i thought jwa has lost her mind . but ohmigod i wouldn't mind waking them up from bed . tank top and muscles weh siapa tak nak !

and wooyoung has two different sides of himself . he is fregging different onstage -___-:

kakak broadband dah balik . so maybe i won't be onlining . but i'm coming home this weekend ! next week can't go home because i ada test !

life is unfair . who said first semester enjoy gila ? eh bukan dia bagi makan wasabi sebagai tanda selamat datang -____-"

chicken lay eggs , humans eat eggs for breakfast . we're like the giant in jack and the beanstalk .

2009-08-15T16:22:00.008+08:00

i'm going to go out tonight kot . stupid lembab -____-"
REALLY IF THIS GOES ON , I'M SUING YOUTUBE .

i can't download the videos . even had the guts to make a video featuring me introducing my room -____-"

oh well , videos WILL DEFINITELY BE UP SOON .

just to update on the wackiness of college life . crazy as it seems , and how much fun i am having , i still can't love the place . if i were to go back home , i probably would wail , beg , give tantrums NOT TO GO .

okay , mari kita terjah kehidupan nasquin selama di uitm seri iskandar , perak .

*TERJAH , TERJAH*

please click on the picture to zoom in closer -____-" i am at the back , doing a peace sign . heh . yang depan sekali zulaiha :D

this was during revaluation day aka family day . first semester students were to wear red . baju sekolah ku pakai -____-"

this is redzwan aka wan . in my phone he is under 'uitm wan jacob' cause the last time i hang out with him he ate jacob crackers -____-" he's in uitm shah alam now , taking fast track .

saja gedik nak letak gambar dia :P

saya demam -_____-"

this is safwan . HEE . susah benar nak ambil gambar dia . ni pun gambar curi tapi dia tak sempat nak toleh depan when i clicked :P syaa panggil dia atok -____-"

ni pun susah nak ambil gambar . his name is arif . he's shy , but entah kenapa malam tu semua gila -_____-"

this is syaa . she'll hit me if she found out i put this up

tengok betapa semangat i . sanggup keluar turun padang just to get a sticker tapi tak dapat pun -____-" by the way , we have to collect stickers in order to get into college next year . orang yang aktif je akan dapat sticker . asalkan hadir .

my revamped table . kan i told you that we're participating in the cleanest room competition ? me and zaza panicked and decided to do this :D okay , mine macam over sangat , letak gambar segala -____-"

ni pun tak complete sangat tau !

oh and nuha , i'm not having my exams , just bunches of quizzes . sigh sigh sigh .

tagged

2009-08-14T11:59:00.009+08:00

dan sebenarnya saya malas tapi sebab sayang sangat si nuha i pantas mesej kakak broadband nak buat post ni masa i baca blog i di kelas komputer -__-"

1. Name?
; Nurul Nasquin Nazawawe *pronounce nas-queen people T__T

2. Nickname?
; nas norm , queen tapi dah semakin ramai revert jadi nas tsk , and the list goes on really .

3. Age ?
; still not legal T__T

4. Where do you live?
; infinitely yours , shah alam curi skrip commercial seoul

5. Hobby ?
; zaza cakap i suka bebel sorang sorang T__T ayat beliau ; "NAS SUKA BERMONOLOG"

6. Hair colour ?
; dark brown with auburn streaks kesan mewarnakan rambut last year ohmigod has it been that long ? cepatnya masa berlalu . blog ini pun dah setahun :D

7. Eye colour ?
; not many know , but i inherited my dad's brown eyes . okay don't you go examine me closely now that i say it , it's not really visibly brown .

8. Drink?
; sekarang semua tahu i suka minum milo ais . tak payah tanya . oh and kalau tension , air coke or pepsi pengganti alkohol . i masih berpegang kepada agama oke T__T

9. Smoke?
; smoke teringat barbeque mhahah :D

10. Done Drugs?
; paracetamol and panadol :D

11. Virgin?
; i'd be married if i am not :)

12. Favourite Drink?
; milo pepsi coke skyjuice mango orange chocolate chip starbucks and of course apple because membuat anda sihat dan cergas right jwa ? :P

13. Favourite Food?
; mum's cooking :( kalah char kuey tew oke !

14. Favourite Cigarettes/Cigars?
; BARBEQUE

15. Whats your favourite number?
; 23 . jwa still thinks it's my birthdate EH BUKAN KANTOI HARI TU hehe

16. Favourite radio station?
; no favorite .

17. Favorite fast food restaurant?
; if i had to choose , it would be kfc . AYAM GORENG WAJIB kan hazirah :D

18. Favourite fancy restaurant?
; fancy ? concorde ? :P

19. Favourite subject in school?
; minat tapi tak dapat a ; biology :D . and english and maths and physics . mr aru :(

20. Favourite band ?
; pembaca blogku , sila jawab soalan ini :D duh duh duh dbsk :P

21. Favourite singer?
; shim changmin !

22. Favourite actress/actresses ?
; to tell you the truth , angelina jolie . her life story simply amaze me .

23. What is your shoe size?
; six . average size weyh for my height

24. What is your favorite book?
; so far ; forget about it , thanks for the memories and financial accounting :D okeh yang last tu sumpah tipu

25. Are you a morning person or a night person?
; both ? :D

26. Favourite word
; watlan hohoho *curi gelak trademark shinchan -____-"

27. Biggest fears?
; Allah . and mascots and clowns . and a pissed jwa . HEH

28. Biggest weaknesses?
; i seorang yang pemaaf . gaduh macam mana besar pun i akan cepat lupakan tapi i ada ego yang tinggi , so nak cakap yang diri dah memaafkan tu susah :D dan saya sensitif . kucing tak makan pun boleh meleleh -___-"

29. Bad habit
; aku senang jatuh cinta . WAH . malas . too noisy for my own good :D

30. Current mood ?
; annoyed . padang sibuk dengan 'meet uncle hussein' and football

31. Are you gay/bi/lesbian?
; just because hang out with guys alot and i hug girls and call them my wife doesn't mean i'm bi T___T

32. Party or the Beach?
; pantai lumut dah dekat *thinks hard

33. Coke/pepsi ?
; pepsi .

34. Doggies or Kitties?
; kitties . my background ; billy .

35. Shorts or Pants?
; both ?

36. T-Shirts or Long Sleeved?
; t-shirts , but uitm wajib pakai long sleeves kalau nak keluar blok , so it grew on me

37. House or Apartment?
; house kalau dah kahwin . apartment kang anak anak i tak tahu dunia :D

38. YM or MSN?
; ym .

39. Lions or Tigers?
; i suka kucing . hehe

40. Hairspray or Gel?
; neither

41. Bath or Shower?
; shower hoh

42. Shoes or Flip Flops?
; malaysia kan panas . mana mana orang pakai flops

43. Lipstick or Lipgloss?
; lipbalm . lipgloss buat bibirku tebal

44. Pancakes or Waffles?
; waffle . hoh teringat a&w sunway

45. Chris Brown or Usher?
; neither . one hits his girl , another dah kahwin but hangs out with girls pulling panties off their asses . oops terlebih

46. Pitbull or Daddy Yankee?
; neither

47. Brad Pitt or Tom Cruise ?
; suami angelina jolie

48. Salt or pepper ?
; we need salt in life

49. McDonald's or Burger King?
; burger king for the burger , mcd for the fries and ice cream

50. CSI or Law and Order?
; tak tengok dua dua .

51. Battleship or Monopoly?
; monopoly since i have never played battleship

52. Will Farrell or Adam Sandler?
; both thinks rudeness is sarcasm :D

53. Red or blue?
; blue , but all my stuff here is red T__T

54. Apple juice or Orange juice?
; both !

55. Love or Lust?
; really , none can live without the other . lust makes the human population increase . love is what leads to lust . WATLAN I KNOWWW

56. When's the last time you had a headache?
; thursday night . panadol telan dua biji :D

57. How do you feel right now?
; tired and hungry and annoyed . tag ini terlalu panjang hoih

58. Does anyone call you baby?
; i am sort of a baby . manja terlebih -____-

59. Would you ever get a tattoo?
; no . i want to be clean :D

60. What's the first thing you thought of this morning?
; ohmigod annoying gila alarm zaza T__T

61. What's something you really want right now?
; really want ? super broadband and super boyfriends :/ and mummy ! :(

62. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed?
; i do not want to wake up in the morning to find that my closet is infested with moths T___T

63. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel?
; it proves useful when you go on short trips in the future okeh

64. Do you have freckles?
; i didn't know malaysians can have freckles

65. Do you always smile for pictures?
; nuha tipu ! dia tak senyum , dia buat muka kucing HOHOHO *shinchan* and yes , i think i do , but i also pout :D

66. Do you chew your pens and pencils?
; masa tengah tension tak dapat jawab yes :D

67. What size is your bed?
; single .

68. What is your Song of the week?
; insomnia - wheesung !

69. Is it okay for guys to wear pink?
; depends . what shade of pink ? :D

70. Do you still watch cartoons?
; i have never heard of a rule in life to say i'm not supposed to :P

71. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine?
; soklan buduh . i don't have the body to do so .

72. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
; nasi lemak :D

73. What is your usual bedtime?
; 12.00 paling awal . kalau tidur sebelum tu means i am sick

74. Are you lazy?
; heh . God , am i lazy ? *looks up for answers*

75. What is your Chinese astrological sign?
; yang anjing tikus kerbau tu eh ? i'm a goat ; embekkkk

76. Are you stubborn?
; yes , but people around me is more stubborn than i am :D

77. Afraid of heights?
; Only if and when I look down :(

78. Can you curl your tongue?
; it's genetic , but i didn't inherit it

79. Can you swim well?
; not well enough to save a life :)

80. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?
; lol tak sampai seminit kot . my lungs are small sue me :P

81. Are you patient?
; i'd like to say yes , but that'll be lying :D

82. DJ or band, at a wedding?
; DJ .

83. What is your favorite lyric?
; no matter what everyone says , it doesn't matter to me , whoever curses me , i'll only look at you , even when i'm born again , it's still only you , even as time goes by . oh when you tell me you love , when you tell me thousands and millions of times , even when my heart sets on fire , my dry lips wear out . erhh yang last one tak confident , but i am never bored hearing this song kalau nak pergi kelas .

84. Are you a fast or slow typer?
; not that fast .

85. What is your most viewed website?
; blogger and youtube . myspace jarang buka .

86. Do you hate anyone?
; i am getting rid of my hatred to someone by ignoring them :) solution bijak dari seorang pelajar d.i.a

87. Does anyone hate you?
; of course . they think i'm a threat to their relationship .

88. Do you like to get drunk?
; getting drunk without drinking is fun :D kan jwa ? :P

89. Do you like the color black more than most colors?
; i have no favorites

90. Your thoughts on our president........?
; dotdotdot

91. Would you rather travel to Europe or Australia?
; europe . i want to see the old buildings

92. Would you rather swim in the ocean or in a pool?
; ocean . orang asthma kalau nak cepat baik duduk lama lama tepi pantai . petua orang tua :D

93. Would you rather take a vacation to the ocean or a lake?
; ocean . lol teringat family trip ke damai laut . ingat tak afiq ?! zaman upsr :P

94. What's better, the last day of school or your birthday?
; last day of school . comes once every lifetime .

95. Would you skydive for $400?
; convert to malaysian ringgit dah boleh beli phone baru ! NAKKKK

96. What's worse: a headache or a stomachache?
; headache .

97. What's worse: a dentist appointment or a doctor's appointment?
; both maybe ?

98. Do you like the smell of gasoline?
; if it's too strong , then no .

99. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
; nowadays ? "Za, lima minit lagi kejut i tau," mhahaha

100. What were you doing at 5pm yesterday?
; melepak di bilik

101. Would you rather take a bus or a taxi?
; taxi ! ohmigod i'm like sha -___-

102. Would you shave your head for $500?
; i prefer sky diving thanks

103. If you could have any car, what would you have?
; i want all of the cars in amin's garage . whoot .

104. Would you rather go back to 1985 or forward to 2025?
; 1985 . really .

105. Are you sitting still right now?
; my hands are moving to type -_____-"

106. What's cuter: a puppy or a kitten?
; kitten . puppy tak comel , kan wawa ? :P

107. The traffic light turns yellow. Do you accelerate or slow down?
; i don't drive :D

108. Batman or Superman?
; both wear their underwear outside T___T

109. What's your most embarassing moment?
; performing in front of my ex boyfriend's mother . KENA REJECT TERUS

110. What's worse: spiders or snakes?
; snakes . spiders save the prophet . chaiyokkk

111. When was the last time you cried?
; last wednesday . dengar lagu weyh , terasa kalbuku

112. Can you use chopsticks properly?
; i can eat with chopsticks . heh

113. When was the last time you had to run?
; had to ? english class . i was half an hour late cause i had outward bounds kesatria

114. What did you do today?
; bangun , mandi , kemas sikit sikit kot kot penjaga blok datang check , pakai baju sports , turun padang check out festival kemerdekaan , tengok pengarah kampus wear tights for bicycle expedition to lumut and teluk batik , ambil sticker , balik bilik tidur , bangun , tolong yan print , ambil broadband , upload video . hm tu je kot .

115. Who is your most hated teacher?
; i don't hate my teachers . even cikgu joseph yang selalu buang pensil i dalam tong sampah sebab tak pay attention when he's teaching maths . ingat sik syaq and anis ? :P

116. TV or Internet?
; internet . i can survive not watching tv

117. Could you live without a TV?
; i am now . i don't watch that much tv actually . sometimes i switch it on just so the house could have noisiness in it .

118. Could you live without the Internet?
; a week without the internet macam seminggu tanpa makanan *exaggeration

119. Do you have a Myspace?
; yes .

120. Do you have a Facebook?
; yes , but jarang log in . malas malas

121. What's the first thing you do when you go online?
; blog

122. What's your favorite website?
; Blogger.com . LAME LAME LAME

123. What browser do you use? (IE, Firefox, etc.)
; firefox . abang rahim yang format . i prefer yang biasa

124. What's your favorite bone in the human body?
; ohmigod dah lama tinggalkan biology .

125. Would you rather win Survivor or American Idol?
; neither . i prefer staying home and sleep :D

126. Where would you rather live: Africa or India?
; neither :D malaysia dah oke .

127. Pirates or ninjas?
; Ninja :D

128. Vampires or werewolves?
; it's like choosing between edward cullen and jacob black ; IMPOSSIBLE I TELL YOU

129. What was the last thing you ate?
; ayam :D

130. Did you answer all of these honestly?
; yes . can we sum it up now -____-"

Have you ever......

131. Made someone cry?
; duh

132. Been online for more than 10 hours in a row?
; tak ingat :D

133. Been caught cheating?
; i seorang yang setia . i naturally manja so people think it's flirting

134. Have you ever got into trouble with the law?
; no . i baik . mhaha

135. Have you ever fallen for your bff?
; lol zaman jahiliah :P

136. Have you ever felt alone?
; i am alone now

137. Have you ever had braces?
; no . my teeth are perfectly imperfect . kalau senyum nampak straight tu dah cukup :D

138. Have you ever been in a physical fight? Did you win?
; yes :D and i don't remember if i won .

139. Have you ever been to West Virginia?
; i haven't gone anywhere farther than Sri Lanka

140. Have you ever drank spoiled milk?
; accidentally .

141. Have you ever broken a bone?
; no . twisted my arm pernah

142. Ever watch soap operas?
; noo

143. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?
; you have NO IDEA

145. Ever take dance lessons?
; im not rich to do so . i entered the culture club je

146. Ever won a spelling bee?
; third place . christine soh and elena kon I RINDU KORANG

147. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?
; yes .

148. Ever been in love?
; if this isn't love , then what is ?

149. Ever have plastic surgery?
; as ugly as i am now , i would never have plastic surgery . biar badan berparut , jangan syurga tak terima . WADUH AYAT !

150. Wet your pants?
; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

151. Coughed so hard you hurt your back?
; nooo

152. Dated someone shorter than you?
; semua ex i tinggi tinggi . hm memang dah takdir suka orang tinggi tinggi kot

153. Had a nightmare about drowning?
; nak sebut nama Allah tak boleh . petanda petanda .

154. Snuck out?
; pernah sekali sampai ke persiaran kayangan menjelajah tanpa mumsie tahu -___-"

155.Cheated on a bf/gf?
; i did not cheat . people say i am naturally flirtateous :P . ok , sandra je cakap macam tu -____-"

156. Killed someone?
; not yet :P

157. Hated someone but loved them at the same time?
; yes . saya seorang yang caring . tak boleh dinafikan .

158. Tried killing yourself?
; once . emo terlebih kahkahkah

160. Regret anything?
; i don't regret anything . terima je semua .

161. Done something stupid?
; yes . too stupid for my own good now .

162. Thought someone crying was funny?
; i don't remember who , but when she cries , it's so funny .

163. Wanted someone to die?
; yes . heh . pandang macam nak makan orang . aku tak rampas boyfriend kau lah .

164. Cried over something dumb?
; YES :)

165. Been in a fight?
; mesti mesti . lumrah hidup

166. Been dumped?
; OUCH WEH OUCH

167. Missed somone?
; yes :(

168. Talked on the phone for 3 hours straight?
; lol zaman bercouple dulu ~ oh wait dengan jwa pernah je kot :P

169. Been to hospital?
; yeap yeap

170. Been kicked out of school?
; baik dua kasut *goody two shoes

171. Have you ever done something bad and you still havent told your parents?
; yes there is . i'd like to keep it that way .

172. Have you ever broke someone's heart ?
; you broke mine first :P and sorry , i didn't mean to , but hey you found someone better for you :P

173. Have you ever done something a long time ago and just now regret it?
; pengajaran hidup

174. Cried yourself to sleep
; yes

175. Fallen down the stairs
; mummy was surprised that i didn't cry :P i was three four years old by the way -___-"

176. Ignored someone till they stopped talking to you for good
; yes :D

177. Met someone who changed your life
; numerous people kot :P

178. Broke up with someone to be with someone else
; oh sounds so much like AXB . HAH

179. Told someone you were single and you really werent
; no . i setia .

180. Flirt with people on chat lines while you are with someone
; no , but people said i am . I DID NOT I LOVE MY BOYFRIEND MASA TU OKEH

Friends

181. How many friends do you have?
; malas nak mengira

182. How many best friends do you have?
; i have four kot . hee you know who you are ;)

183. Do you trust your friends?
; i trust them to take me as i am :P

184. If so, who?
; i don't trust zaki anymore . banyak sangat secret

185. Are any of your friends straight?
; YES

186. Are any of your friends Bi?
; i know someone who is . really .

187. Do you tell your friends your secrets?
; yes . if that secret keep bothering me .

188. Who's the most hyper?
; we have our moments :P

189. Funniest?
; we have our moments :P

190. Shyest?
; nasquin ! *tergelak jwa and zaki and capek membaca -___-"

191. Sweetest?
; nasquin ! *still gelak

192. Smartest?
; najwa :D

193. Weirdest?
; zaki -______-"

194. Most gothic?
; zaki :P tinggal pakai eyeliner hitam je , dah complete . tulah , asyik pakai tshirt hitam -___-"

195. Loudest?
; all of us :D

196. Quietest?
; syafiq darus -___-"

197.Who's your longest, known friend?
; sepatutnya afiq , since our parents know each other since college , but zulaika nabila !

198. How many years?
; since kindergarten :D

199. The best memory with your friends?
; we got close masa form two , but then seperated masa form three but then we see each other most of the time after spm so our bond grew stronger . everytime we meet is the best memory :)

200.How much do you love your best friends?
; i love God more :P

Love

201. Love is....
; unpredictable .

202. Do you like someone?
; no

203.Do you show him or her that you like them?
; refer to the above

204. Do you LOVE someone?
; of course .

205. When was the last time you were in love?
; let's just say i haven't fall in love in such a long time that i forgot what's it like to be in love

206. Do you still think about him/her?
; i second nuha . PASS !

207. Did you guys ever go to the next level?
; PASS !

208. When do you mostly think about him/her?
; whenever our song comes up

209. How long do your relationships usually last?
; longest two years m shortest a day . dan boifren ku untuk sehari kahkahkah

210. How many girlfriends/boyfriends have you had?
; four boyfriends , hundreds of girlfriends :P

211. What do you look for in a guy/girl?
; just sweep me off my feet . we'll see how the rest goes

212. Do your parents care if you have a partner?
; they do

213. Do you love to flirt?
; naturally flirtateous :P

214. How tall should your partner be?
; taller than me sudahhh

215. What hair colour should they have?
; i don't care :D but unless it's not a natural hair colour like PINK OR GREEN , tak nak tak nak !

216.What kind of personality should they have?
; easy going but protective

217.Older or younger?
; matured :P

218. Serious or carefree?
; carefree most of the time , but serious when it's business .

219. Spontainous or hesitant?
; spontaneous

220. Brutally honest or tight-lipped?
; honest . i don't want to be flattered all the time -___-"

221. Beautiful/handsome or intelligent?
; BOTH :)

222. Should they make all the money?
; most of it :P

223. Do they need to cook?
; can we half-half the job ? :D

224. What is their best body part?
; best body part ? now this is tough :P

225. Desk job or physical labour?
; i don't care , asalkan badan sedap dipandang YA RABBI NASQUIN ISTIGHFAR SIKIT

226. What car should they drive?
; just nice :)

227. Who is your first love?
; no zaki , you're not my first love

228. Do you have kids with this person?
; a'ah . nama dia asyraf and dayana HAMBEK KAU JAWAPAN BODOH UNTUK SOALAN BODOH .

229. Did you kiss?
; HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA -____-"

230. Are you still in love?
; i really don't know .

231. Do you still talk to him/her?
; sometimes

232. How long did it last?
; what lasts ?

233. How do you feel about the relationship?
; as much as i hate how it turned out , it's still one of the greatest lessons learned in life :) wah ayat budak kolej wehh -___-"

234. Are you still involved with each other
; it is a good question to ask him :D

235. When is the last time you saw him/her?
; ergh i can't recall .

236. How old was he/she ?
; was ?

237. Would you date him again
; PASS !

238. was this boring ?
; i'm going to kill you tonight nuha -____-"

239. did it bring back memories ?
; no , just annoyance and distraught .

240. Last kiss
; *pecks* bella :D

241. Last person that broke your heart ?
; AXB . sampai sekarang agak phobia nak couple .

242. Do you have someone that you can spend the rest of your life with?
; jwa and zaki and capek . who isn't blood-related . yes , i would like to spend my days as a blardy old woman with those three .

243. are u in a relationship right now and if so are you happy ?
; not in a relationship , and i am always content :)

244. are u currently hiding feelings about someone ?
; yes . i really miss home , but i don't tell it to anyone here :P

245. have u ever cheated on your partner?
; saya seorang yang setia .

246. have you ever kissed someone for the first time and almost fainted?
; LOL something else came to mind ; BAD BREATH rofl

247. have you ever loved 2 people at once?
; i am now :)

248. ever had that butterfly feeling in your stomach?
; i miss those times

249. do you get tired of these questions(trick)?
; for nuha's sake .

250. is this the last question you'll answer?
; i blardy hope so .

DUA HARI SATU MALAM KOT NAK SIAP POST NI . CEKIK DARAH PUNYA TAG T___T